Confessions of Jane

Confession #13 So what if hes bad for me.

I woke up to the smell of freshly brewed coffee. I love coffee. I quickly jumped out of the comfiest bed ever and raced to the kitchen to satisfy my coffee cravings.

Coffee is life. For real though, one time I lived off of only coffee and water for a whole week, anyways.

Once I walked in the kitchen I was greeted with the most amazing view of the most attractive back ever.

Deciding to let out my sneaky ninja moves I snuck up behind the lovely looking man and wrapped hands around his eyes having to stand on my tip toes since he's too tall.

"Guess who?" I whispered in his ear.

He easily turned around and somehow trapped me in between him and the counter.

"Jane" he said my name like it was a sacred prayer and dipped his head lower to kiss me and slowly lifted me up onto the counter to deepen the kiss.

I soon broke the kiss in the name of the sweet smelling coffee beside me and snuck past him to make myself a mug. Only to leave him chuckling and placing kisses all over me while I tried to enjoy my coffee.

You're probably wondering who I'm with and if it's Joel or Justin. Well the answer is simple.

Neither.

I'm tired of them both and I just wana be my self and not worry about some guy judging me which Joel and Justin both were.

His name is Tyler. He's 6 ft 2 of tall handsome and gorgeous.

The best part is he's not one of those wanna be bad guys or an over protective nice guy he's just Tyler. The guy who doesn't seem to give a fuck about anything or anyone. He has a motorcycle and is reckless and always ready for an adventure. I don't know much about him and he doesn't know much about me we just both know we like getting into trouble with each other. 

He also doesn't judge me at all, he's seen my scars and hasn't commented on them and he supports my coffee drinking habits and never makes me eat food like Joel did.

We just have this mutual non committed relationship where we just enjoy being bad ass ninja warriors together. Last week we robbed a grocery store of their whole supply of gummy worms.

He also has the hookups on drugs. Don't ask me how he just does and always brings me home new exciting things.

We've been hanging out non stop since the night after me Joel and Justin pretty much broke things off and it's been about two months. It's also winter break so I have off school for a whole two weeks.

I haven't spoken to either of those silly boys since and don't plan to either since I have Tyler now. Joel said he doesn't want me to be with some druggie but no one tells me what to do and Tyler is the best.

"I should really make an appearance at my home so my mom doesn't start freaking out thinking I died or something." I said to Tyler.

I've been at his house for the past two days since winter break started I just see no need to go home and he even drives me to work every night. He's picked up a couple bar tending shifts.

"Just tell her I kidnapped you and your never coming back" Tyler said jokingly.

"She would never believe that, you're crazy. And plus you'd never be able to kidnap me with my ninja moves" I said in a serious voice.

"Eh, I taught you everything you know. I could kidnap you with my eyes closed."

"Never!!" I said running into his room to get ready to go to my house.