Confessions of Jane

Confession #10: My mom is out to get me

Hey guys! New chapter! I'm happy all 5 of you are still sticking around and reading my story! I really wana get my story out there so if any of you have any ideas on how to do that please let me know! I'm desperate 😭

So this chapter is going to also be filled with some drama so get ready!

And Omg it's chapter 10 already!!!!!

****five years ago****

"Mrs Stevens I promise I will not throw spit balls at Parker anymore. He was just being really annoying sitting right in front of me with his slimy hair just staring at me!" I complained.

Parker was this really annoying boy in my class. He thinks since he is the oldest in class he owns the place. But he's only oldest by a month he's not even 13 yet.

"You know I'm going to have to call your mom Jane, this is the third time you got into trouble today. First it was whistling in class, second was trying to steal a kids gummy worms at lunch. You know we have to call the parents after the third offense." Mrs. Stevens said with a frown.

Okay well all three of the times I have a perfect explanation. First class was boring and I had a song stuck in my head so I decided to quietly whistle it and second the gummy worms were so good I just had to have a taste and besides tommy owes me one.

This is so unfair. My life is unfair.

"Fine" I said looking down twiddling my thumbs.

I had to wait in the office for the rest of the day until my mom got me. It was so boring. Mrs. Stevens gave me some paper to draw on but I hate drawing.

"Jane I can't afford to keep having to leave work early to come and get you from school every day because you got in trouble. You need to learn to behave yourself" my mom said in a stern tone.

Yeah yeah yeah I heard it all before.

"Why do you always have to be mean to all the kids in school? Nobody likes a bully jane." My mom said.

"Mom they started it not me. You always blame me for everything just once can't you take my side?" I said feeling upset.

"Jane stop telling lies you have serious issues and we need to try and get you help. I'm taking you to the doctor on Friday" my mom said pushing my feelings to the side.

She never believes me. No one does. I can't trust anyone.

"I wish you and dad never divorced. Ever since you left him you never trust me anymore." I said frowning.

It's true. I bet she even blames their divorce on me. They couldn't handle the crazy child that I was and the pain of my baby sisters death. But it's whatever nobody cares about me. I've had to grow up and be on my own very fast. And I'm only 12.

"Jane stop being so dramatic" my mon said with a sigh.

Wow she's the dramatic one.

**present day***

I woke up before Joel did and snuck out of his house without him noticing. I swear he wanted to lock me up in his house forever but I'm a big girl and can take care of myself.

I felt a lot better today after getting a good nights rest and a little bit of food in my system.

I'm so happy today is Sunday and I can just relax until I have to go to school and work tomorrow.

I have still been avoiding Justin. I just don't think we have a very healthy relationship lately and I'm planning on ending it soon. I mean it was fun at first but I just don't want Justin getting too close to me. He doesn't deserve to be burdened by my crazy life. I guess I'll just have to resort to finding more drug dealers.

I made it to my house at 11 and noticed my moms car was here. That's weird I thought she worked today.

I slowly crept open the door and tip toed up the stairs to my room being careful to avoid the squeaky steps.

I was caught halfway up the stairs by a very angry mom.

"Jane where the hell have you been?! You know you aren't allowed to stay out all night with out telling me where and who your with! I swear that hospital did nothing for you!" My mom yelled at me.

WAB.

"Mom stop pretending like you care, don't worry only five more months until I graduate and I'll be out of your hair for good!" I said in a very angry tone.

I ran up stairs and slammed my door. My mom only cares about herself. She locks me up in mental hospitals to save money I swear.

I really just need to take a long nap.

I changed into some comfy clothes and curled up in my quilt with some headphones on listening to music. I checked my phone and realized I had ten unread messages.

Justin- Jane Doe where have you been? I miss you

Justin- I just got some new stuff for you but you never come to our spot

Justin- why are you ignoring me?

Justin- answer your damn messages.

And so on, you get the picture. The last one was sent Thursday. I never check my phone anymore I feel like it's a waste of time and the only one who texts me is Justin anyways.

I decide to reply.

Jane- oh Justin get over me ;)

Ha, I'm so mean.

Feeling sleepy I finally decide to close my eyes.

The next day I went to school feeling refreshed from relaxing all day on Sunday. It's winter time so it's starting to get very cold out so today I'm wearing sweatpants ugg boots and a sweatshirt, cute right? (Note sarcasm) school has been so boring but I'm getting pretty good grades which is good.

Lately I have been ignoring everyone cause I'm just done trying to be popular now a days since school is coming to an end soon,

After school I went home did homework and took a nap before heading to my job at the club.

End of chapter ten!!!!
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I also wana apologize for any typos and for how short this chapter was, I wrote it while I was half asleep.

I hope you all are enjoying my sucky story but now I am going to sleep so goodnight!