Explosive princess

chapter 35

We still stood at the door, deeply kissing. His soft hands stroked my arms. He pulled away and looked me deep in the eyes. "Don't say that again!" He said with an angry voice. "Why not? It's the truth isn't it?" He punched the wall next to my face. "Don't say that AGAIN!!" He almost shouted. "You may kiss me... But is there any feeling in it? Tell me the truth J!" I got in his face. "Is there anything?! Is there anything that would change my decision to leave?" His eyes widened. I never made the decision, but right now it was the right thing to do. If he wouldn't feel anything for me, I would leave and let him behind me. I waited for an answer. 1 minute... 2 minutes... He walked around, circling his neck around. God, this stupid idiot made me feel complete in any way. "Stay..." He groaned. "Give me one damn good reason to stay!!" I yelled at him. I took a whiskey glass and threw it at the wall next to him. "ONE DAMN GOOD REASON!" "I love you Alex!!"

*Joker's POV*

She just stared at me... Her mouth was wide open, her eyes wet... "What are you doing Jack?!" The voices yelled. "Goddamn! Don't you realize it?! Whatever I do I try to protect you, to care about you, to keep you with me!!" I yelled. "Jack! Stop it! You're getting too soft!" "You dumb idiot! Why do I have to throw a glass at you before you say anything?!" She began to laugh. Alex came closer to me, again this spark lit up between us. My heartbeat sped up every time she was near me. "I love you J..." She whispered before she kissed me. "There are  2 things you'll do. 1st You'll tell me everything! 2nd You'll help me to take revenge on Clearwater." I nodded, knowing I couldn't tell her all... "Kill her Jack!" The voices kept yelling. For some reason they liked Harley more than Alex, but Harley was annoying as fuck. My ears still hurt from her high voice. But both were pure violence and beauty.

Alex fell asleep on my bed and I let her there, laying peacefully. "Oh Jack! That was a huge mistake!" "Why should it be a mistake?" I whispered. "Remember Harley! She stabbed you in the back, teamed up with Pamela and Selena and eventually got locked up in Belle Reve. Who knows what she told them about you!" "Yeah... That was Harley, right. This right here is Alex. She's not like Quinn."

The first night since forever that I slept really good. Having Alex laying in my arm relaxed me so much. "That's not good! Get rid of her!" I shook the voices off. I tried to get up, but Alex held onto me. Somehow I managed to get free and started the plan for tonight's event.