Smile // GOT7 Jinyoung

20. a curse

"What relationship did you have with Jinyoung in the past?" He asks out of the blue.

I got so shocked of the words that came out of his mouth. How did he even...?

"While we were cleaning your room, I saw this." As if able to read my mind, He handed out a picture from the back pocket of his pants, then giving it to me.

I looked at the photo. It was me and Jinyoung, of course. A stolen shot took by my mom. It was a winter day and we played outdoors in the snow. When we first saw the picture together, we liked it a lot that we got a copy for each of us.

As soon as I saw the picture in his hands that he showed, I immediately grabbed his arm and took him to the balcony of Sungyeol oppa's room. I asked him to sit on the chairs as I did as well.

I took a deep breath. "How'd you know it's him? There's nothing here that says that it's Jinyoung in th-" he cut me off.

"Jinyoung hyung has the same one in a picture frame in his room at the dorm. He says that the girl in the picture, which is you, is someone he forgot on the accident. He wishes to seek for the girl, and tell her to start over with him again. On the early days, when we first moved in together, we would sometimes catch him looking at the picture frame on his table, staring at it for minutes." He says.

"Oh." Was all I could form.

"So, what happened exactly." He leaned a little bit, ready to listen to what I have to say.

I sigh before telling him everything. From the very start of the time in the playground to the day I told his parents that I would leave. Every single detail, I made sure I didn't forget and miss anything.

Yugyeom just sat there, puzzled of what I just told him. I understood that. I mean like, that would be anyone's reaction if I were to tell them this story.

After a few minutes of calming down, he finally spoke. "I think fate brought you together, here. There's no doubt. You're destined for each other, to be exact. Mina, He wanted to look for you, he still does. He wants to find you before he dies, which he managed to do. What do you plan on doing? You can't just leave him clueless like that and you're enduring all the pain."

"No." I say. "I won't tell him. Never. That won't be a problem. Nothing would change even if he knew. I don't want him hurt."

He sighs. "I'll respect your decision. Whatever happens, I'm here for you. Tell me if you're having a hard time."

"I'm already used to it." I smile.

"But it's different now that you have someone, and that's a lot better than before."

I nod my head in approval. "Thank you, Yugyeom."

After that, I invited him to go back inside. We both stood up and went to my room.

I opened the door and my eyes widened to see they're already asleep on the floor in front of the couch, far from my bed. 

"Will you guys be okay just sleeping there?" I ask Yugyeom, who was standing beside me in front of the sleeping boys.

"Yeah, we'll be fine."

"I don't think so."

"We won't fit in the single bed in the guest room anyway, and we prefer being near you."

"If you say so."

I left him there and went to lay on my bed. Yugyeom turns the lights off right after a "good night."

I stare at the wall. The only source of light in the room are my windows, which gives out a blue light with curtains flying because of the wind.

My blank expression is broke by a sound I heard. "Pssst."