Smile // GOT7 Jinyoung

32. maybe

It was around seven at night when I met them and I just knew that they came less than two hours earlier from Seoul.

We offered to stay with Mrs. Lee in the hospital. She slept on the bench while we, eight, are currently lying on the floor.

"Hey," Yoonjae's whispers to them. "Lee Mina will wake up soon, right?"

"Jeez, you're like a little boy." I whisper back. Everyone chuckles quietly.

We're all talking in a low tone for Mrs. Lee is already sleeping.

"When were you born, Yoonjae-ah?" Jaebum asks.

Not even two seconds later, he responds back. "July 1997."

The room is filled with ooh's for like ten seconds.

"Waah. Kim Yugyeom, You're still a baby." Jackson laughs.

"Shut up, hyung." Gyeom whispers.

In the midst of all the laughs, I know that there's a certain sadness in the atmosphere, a sadness that only Mina can make disappear.

After a few more minutes of silently joking around, little by little, the laughter dies down slowly, until it vanishes. And that means everybody is already deep in their sleep.

But I just couldn't.

I sit up quietly, and look around.

Mark soundly sleeps beside me, and the others follow.

I stand up all the way and sit at the chair by Mina's bed.

I look at her face. And my feelings rush over my whole bod all over again.

"I'll wait for you, no matter how long it will take. Maybe my mind did, but my heart never forgot you. So I'll wait." I whisper to her, and fell peacefully asleep right there.

--

"Hyung."

"Hyung." Someone shakes me.

I slightly groan, and flash my eyes open. My back aches so bad when I sat straight up.

"Come have breakfast." Bambam says, and goes to the other side of the room, where my eyes followed him and saw that Mrs. Lee and the guys place food on the table.

"Come on!" Jackson happily says, while motioning his hand for me to come along. (AN: Sounds familiar? Stop stop it ehehe.)

I glance at the digital clock to see that it's 8:36 in the morning.

I stand up, my back still hurting like hell, and walk over to join them.

"You kids.." Mrs. Lee says. "It's Sunday. You have school tomorrow."

I notice that we all slightly bow our heads in realization.

"Shouldn't you go home by today?" She asks.

After, what seems like thirty seconds of pure silence, Jaebum hyung speaks up.

"Though we don't want to, I guess we should." He says sadly.

I sigh.

"It'll be okay, Jinyoung-ah." Mark, from my right, pats my back gently.

--

For lunch, Mina's grandmother brought us homemade food, we ate everything deliciously.

Then it was time to go.

I slid on my backpack, ready to board the train back to Seoul.

I sat beside Yugyeom inside, who speaks so much that it annoys me.

"Hey, remember that guy who ripped his pants while we went out bowling?" He joyfully asks me.

I don't respond and mentally roll my eyes.

"It looks exactly like him!" He laughs while pointing his index finger to Jackson, who's sitting just in front of me.

I smacked his head. "That's because it is him, you idiot."

"I am not an idiot!" He protests.

"Aish, why am I stuck with you?"

"Because we're meant to be hyung." He clings onto my arm.

"Ew." I swat it away.

"You're so mean!" He grumbles. "I'll tell you on Mina when I see her again."

That's when my body stiffens.

I can tell that he becomes serious too.

"She will be fine." He says.

"That's the 256th time my ears heard those words." I whisper.

"Oh wait....no, actually it's the 257th." I sigh.

I can't put it all into words-- how I'm feeling. She's going to be alright, but I just miss her so much that I want to die right here.

"Maybe she'll be fine, maybe." I slightly smile.

"Nope." He says, and I look at him confused.

"Take the maybe out of it. Of course is a better one."

"Of course she'll be fine, of course." I attempt to whisper.

And a spark of hope just ignited.

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