My Horrible LIfe.

What Would have you done?

People say your stupid you don't know anything. But they're wrong you just put one a mask and acted like you didn't know anything. You didn't want anyone to know you were really smart because you wanted people to like you. You wanted them to think that you didn't care, but you did. When they said things about you. It just made you feel so bad about yourself. You were scared to speak up, because you knew that if you spoke up and stood up for yourself that it would make things worse than it was now. So you kept it in. Didn't want to say anything to anyone. But then you thought is stopped. Well guess what you thought wrong because people are saying worse things about you. Like you are going around sleeping with any guy that want to have sex. That you were the person to go to if anyone wanted to have sex. So you have guys coming up to you saying where to meet them at. You were confused when the first guy came up to you. You asked, "What are you talking about? Why do you want me to meet you there?" They told you why and you started to get tears in your eyes you turn around to see preppy bitches laughing at you.You get more tears in your eyes you tried to run but your legs wouldn't move. Your tears started coming down on your cheeks. Everyone around you started laughing  at you. Your legs finally let you move so you ran. You ran so fast you didn't know where you were heading. When you got somewhere where no one was. You lean against the wall and slid down covering you face. You think, "You should tell them it's not true", "You should just stay home", "You got to get up from the floor and stand up for yourself." You go with the last one. You get up and wipe your tears away. You realize that everyone in your grade seen you cry. You think to yourself, "What if someone took a video I will be the laughed at for the rest of my life. What am I going to do? Tell someone maybe the principal or a teacher. What if it gets worse because I told someone? Will it get worse?" You freeze thinking what your going to do now? You walk out of the room and freeze when you see everyone looking and watching you. You just walt through the crowd. Your getting push by everyone. You got through the crowd. You see some had did something to your locker. The things that are written on your locker say, "Your such a slut", "KYS (kill yourself)" All the shit on your locker wasn't true. But you just scream out, "THAT"S NOT TRUE. I DON'T FUCKING SLEEP AROUND." You turn your head to the preppy bitches that started the rumors. You yell, "YOU THINK I'M SOMEONE LIKE YOU THAT SLEEPS AROUND WITH EVERY GUY THAT WANTS TO HAVE SEX. WELL GUESS WHAT BITCHES I'M NOT A FUCKING SLUT LIKE YOU GUYS. SAY WHAT YOU WANT NO ONE IS GOING TO BELIEVE YOU NOW BECAUSE I DON'T YOU JUST WANT ME TO FEEL DOWN AND DEPRESSED ABOUT THE SHIT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS ARE SAYING. I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. SO IT'S NOT GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN." You flip them off. You turn around to see every person that has a phone recording you. But you don't care what people thought about you anymore. Because what they think about you shouldn't fucking matter it's what you think of yourself that matters. Also because what they are saying is not the truth and you what you just said would stick in their heads. You turn back around to the bitches and one of the bitches start to open their mouth to something back. But you yell to them," IF YOU THINK YOUR GOING TO SAY SHIT. WELL YOU GUESSED WRONG CAUSE IF I HEAR ONE GOD DAMN WORD OUT OF YOUR FUCKING GOD DAMN MOTHS ABOUT ME OR ANYONE ELSE. I AM GOING TO KICK YOU GOD DAMN ASSES SO GOD DAMN BAD THAT YOU WOULDN'T WANT ANYONE LOOKING AT YOU EVER. GOT IT!" You glare at them. One of them opens they're mouth to say something but you walk closer to them. And they close they're mouth. You turn around you start to walk towards your locker but you hear something from one of them saying to one another. You turn around and walk quickly up to them and shout it their face," YOU THINK I WAS FUCKING KIDDING." You pull your hand back put it in a fist and bring it back and stung as fast as you could and hit her in the face and did the same to the others. You turn around and walk to your locker and take your bag and your phone out and walked out the door shaking your head and yelled back to everyone," I TOLD YOU. DIDN'T I FUCKING GOD DAMN BITCHES." Look to other people and shouted,"THIS WILL HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU SAY SHIT ABOUT ME. THINK WISELY BEFORE YOU SAY SHIT. 

No body bother you again after that. 

This happened to me and everyone is scared of me now. But until I moved to a different school and I was getting called names like, " slut", " fat ass", "bitch", and others I don't want to repeat. I tried to kill myself twice I was not successful. I tried getting the help I needed but never got it the first time. The second time I met someone my best friend and gave me the help. I was encourage to speak up and tell everyone my story so I'm telling it. Ever since I've told my health class when we did a suicide unit. Everyone change what they were saying. The things they are saying is much better. But until now my boyfriend's ex. She's bringing up stupid shit and saying everything she was saying is true. And now I'm not good at all. 

Comment down below what you think I should do. And what you would do if this happened to you. 

Thank You for reading this.