chapter fifty eight

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Later that night, I had laid in bed, looking up at the ceiling.
Tears fell down my eyes and to be honest I didn't know life was going to be this way.
I never knew that I was going to lose Jackson like this and I didn't wont too.
It was like when we broke up, all I could think of was Spike. Telling myself that I had to go to Spike and be with him and now seeing Jackson like this, I didn't wont him to be evil. I wanted his old self back and to be honest I still didn't know how all this happened.
I raised up from my bed and started to rub my face with my hands and then I rub my hair back. Tears roll down my eyes because how bad I was feeling.
And with that, someone had tap on my window.
I jump and looked, noticing Spike there. He looked at me, waiting for me to opened the window. I lightly got up and wipe the tears from my face. I walked to the window and opened it.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"Came to see you."
I just looked at him and at that moment I had back up and he came in. He came up to me and had wrap his hands around me.
I bust out crying.
"It's okay," he whispered in my ear. He rub my back of my hair and we stood there.
Late that night, Spike had laid next to me, while my head was resting on his chest. He had his hand around me and his hand laid on my arm.
"It's hurts, Spike. I'm scared of what's going to happen next." Tears roll down my eyes and I raised up, looking at him. He just looked at me and he felt sorry for what was going on in my life.
"I feel like this is all my fault, but it's his too. he watched us and didn't tell me," I cried to him.
His hand touched my cheek and rub them. "Don't say that. It's not your fault, Drusilla. It's mine and his."
I raised an eyebrow. "Why do you say that?"
"It was my fault for coming here. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I was supposed to get one thing and leave-"
"And what happened?" I asked.
"You. I met you, Drusilla. You remember when I came to the coffee shop that night?"
I nodded.
"I was out to get something to eat and that's why I came to you, but then we started to talk and something happened to me." He raised up from the bed and we sat in front of each other.
"What happened?" Tears rolled down my eyes.
"You were the one, Drusilla." Tears appeared to his eyes. He then lick his lips and his hand had rub his chin. "I didn't wont it to happen, but it did. I felt as when I was you, that you made me feel worth it and that's all I wanted." He cried. "All my life I've been not wanted, but you wanted me and then that night, you told me that I was good guy, it was like something had climb into me, telling me 'whats the bloody balls am I doing? I'm a vampire for crying out loud.'"
I took his hands. "So, that's why you left?"
He nodded. "Yeah. My friend called a witch and she told me how to make you not remember me and so yeah that's how it all started."
My eyes got big. "Wait, a witch?"
He nodded.
"She could help us." I let go of Spike's hand and jump off the bed, grabbing my jacket "Spike, take me to this witch and maybe we could help Jackson-"
Spike crawl to me and his hand grab a hold of my waist. We made eye contact.
"Now love, I don't think we could do that. It would take for days to get there."
"But this is for Jackson. The Jackson I know would've want this, he would want us to help him and I'm going to do that for him." I moved his hand away from me and back up.
He signed. "Okay. I'll take you there."
A smile appeared on my face. I ran into his arms and had kissed him. "Thank you, thank you."

Next morning

"Drusilla, I don't know about this," mom said as cleaning the plates. She scrub the plates and then had hand them to me, making me wipe them and put them up.
"But, mom-"
"No buts, Drusilla. This is too risky and I can't ford to lose you again." She wipe her hands and threw the towel down.
"But-"
She turned to me and gave me a look.
"Mom, Jackson would've wanted this. He would want me to save him and plus I'll have Spike. Jonathan and Kathy can look after you and Spike and I will meet this witch and she'll tell us how will get him back."
She didn't like this. "Drusilla, I had enough of this. Go to school." She started go walk off, but I stop her by talking again.
"Wouldn't you save someone you love?" I asked as standing there with tears from my eyes.
She looked down and sighed. She turned around and saw the tears from my eyes.
"Please, mom. I have to do this and if I don't then I'll regret this for my whole life."
She rub her forehead. "Okay."
"Really?"
She nodded. "But just be careful."
I came up to her and had wrap her hands around her. "Thank you."
After that, I had went up stairs and went into my door and Spike was still laying on my bed. His eyes were shut and I walked to the bed and sat down, looking at the floor.
"When do we leave?" I heard.
I turned to find Spike's eyes opened. Then it worried me if he had heard me, telling mom that would you save someone you love. Spike looked alittle upset.
"After school," I said.
He didn't say anything.

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Later that night, I was packing my stuff because I knew it would take days to get to the witch. I packed extra clothes and when I got done with that, I had went down stairs.
Mom, Jonathan, Kathy and Spike stood there.
"You ready?" Spike asked.
I nodded.
Mom came up to me. "please be careful."
"I will." I hug her. I went up to Kathy and Jonathan and had hug them.
"Call us when you make it there," Kathy said.
"I will."
Spike opened the main door and I walked to him.
"You ready, love?" Spike asked.
"Yeah." I step out of the door and then mom yelled out.
"No hotel's!"
I turned my head to her. "Okay, mom."
We got into the car, that had been covered up, so the sun wouldn't hit Spike.
Spike turned the car on and he looked at me. "You haven't told your mom?"
I gave him a weird look. "Just drive."
He smiled and drove off.

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