My Love For A Vampire

chapter thirty

I got back home.
"I'm home," I came in the house and shut the door behind me.
"Hi." I heard.
I jump and turned around, finding my mom in front of me.
"I called you and you didn't answer," I said.
"I know. Come with me." She took my hand and we both went into the living room and sat down.
"What is it?" I asked.
She took a deep breath. "I don't know where to start. Drusilla, lately I've been too hard on you for something crazy and-"
"What are you saying?" I asked.
"If I keep wondering where you are at and keeping an eye on you then you'll get to the point where you'll have nothing to do with me and I don't wont that," she cried. "You're the only one I have right now and I need you."
Tears fell down my eyes. "I'm sorry too."
"What for, Honey?" Her hand rub my cheeks.
"Sorry for leaving out. I was just upset because you were on Eve's side instead of mine and-" I bust out crying. "It hurted so much."
Instead of saying more stuff, we ended up hugging each other.
I ended up telling the real story, telling her how I met Spike and that at night when I would walk home, he would walk with me and I ended up telling her about the club. It was weird to tell her that, but she listen. I kept going and told her the rest of the story. At the club, Spike had made me realize that I need someone else in my life, I needed someone who was and wasn't really over protective and so much. And then out of nowhere he left. I haven't seen him since then. I told her that I stay in his motel and I ended up taking his things and when I got to the train station, Jackson came.
"So basically the way I see is that Eve was jealous of you because you were with Jackson," she said.
I looked at her. "I guess so."
"How do you feel about Jackson?" She asked me.
"I still love him and-"
"Drusilla, if you still love him. Let him know before Eve does take him away," mom said.
She was right.
What if I just push him out the way and he'll get used to it and just forget me and have something to do with Eve and it's too late.
"Because what if you keep ignoring Jackson and having hope for this Spike dude and he never shows up?"
I looked her.
The next day came and I decided I was going to go up to Jackson and tell him that maybe we should hang out sometime or something that is relatively to hanging out.
As I made it to the main doors, heading toward Jackson, I ended up seeing Eve come up to him and hugging her. I stop and was confused for a minute.
Why was she hugging him, I asked myself.
He hugged her back.
He was shaking his head no and making her go back. She smiled and went back.
I looked down at the ground and just walked off.

EVE'S POV.

"Okay like this?" I ran up to him and wrap my hands around him. "Hey, Drusilla. Glad you are here."
"Okay, you're getting alittle much better," he told me. He turned to shut his locker door and turned back to me. "Why don't you just tell her what's on your mind?"
I shook my shoulders. "I don't know. Scared I guess."
"You, scared? Eve, you are never scared."
I smiled because it was like he knew me personally. "Yeah I guess you are right but I guess I want to do it this way because I felt like I treated her wrong."
"I understand that. Because I still have to make it up to her but never did get the chance," he said.
"Wishing the best."
I smiled more and he had looked at me weird.
"This is like the first time I've ever seen you smiling." He smiled back.
"I know right and sorry, it's just that you are making me smile."
"What am I doing?" He asked.
"Because normally we fuss and don't get alone but we're getting along pretty fine."
"True. I like it like this." Jackson kept his eyes on me and it felt wonderful.
"I know this is weird but do you want to hang out later on?" I asked. This was my chance and it was the right time.
He looked down.
"I'm sorry. You don't have-"
"No, I'll love too," he said as looking at me.
The bell rung.
"Let's get to class," he said.
We walked off.

DRUSILLA'S POV.

I was at my locker and when I shut it, I noticed Jackson walking.
"Jackson!" I said as walking to him.
"Hey." He felt happy when he saw me.
Eve was next to him. That's a first.
"Hey, Drusilla," Eve said.
"Hi."
Eve looked at Jackson. "I'll leave y'all two alone." With that she left.
"How are you?" I asked him.
"I'm good and you?"
"Good. My mom and me talked last night and she was going to stop calling me," I said.
"That's great to hear."
The bell rung again and I had to ask him.
"Do you want to hang out later on?" I asked him.
He looked at me and yet it felt like he didn't know what to say. "I really don't know how to put this, but Eve and I are hanging with."
What? Eve and him are hanging out.
"We could probably hang out tomorrow or when I get done hanging with her..."
How could he do this.
My eyes felt watery. "No it's fine because Kathy and I are probably hanging out." Instead of letting him respond, I had turned around and walked off to class.
When I got to class, I had sat down and was in my own little world.
So much was running through my head right now. In away this was my fault because if I just told him about this Spike guy then we wouldn't be in the mess.
He would probably have trust issues and he would still be over protective toward me. When I thought that, was it going to be like what I'm doing now?
If I told him about Spike, I would be sitting down, thinking about this.

*****

I had went home that day and went to my room. Mom was at the store.
I opened my door and stood there, looking around and I noticed that I had a few things of Jackson's.
Tears fell down my eyes and all I could think of how mad I was. At the train station, he told me that he would make it up to me and be there for but he wasn't.
We haven't really hung out since then and it made me so upset.
It was like he was going to Eve and forget me.
I went to my dresser and noticed the pictures and so I picked them up. A tear fell on the the picture and so I balled it up.
My anger was coming back. I grab all his things that I had from him and threw it on the floor.
Fine, if he wants to be like this then he can, I said to myself.
I was done with him.
I didn't need him because I could do better. I guess.
My phone went off.
I looked and it was Kathy and so I answered it.
"Hello?" I wipe the tears from my face.
"You okay?" She asked.
"Yeah." I sniff my nose.
"My mom told me to pick a place to hang out and I picked the club and I was wondering if you want to come with me?" She asked.
Spike and I went there and to be honest it was the greatest night ever. "Sure."
"Great."
Later that night, Kathy came by and my mom and her met.
Mom loved her and I asked if I could go with her and she said yes, but no drinking.
Kathy and I left out and went to the club.
We headed to the club and when we got into the door, I stopped and saw people dancing and when I looked in the middle of the dance I saw Spike and I dancing. We were enjoying ourselves.
"Why was you crying?" She asked me.
Kathy and I went to a table and sat down.
"Well, I was going to asked my old boyfriend to hang out with but he said that him and Eve was already am."
"So basically she took him?" She asked.
I shook her shoulders. "I guess and I felt like I pushed him away too."
"Oh." She took my hand and got up. "You know what, let's dance. Forget them and have fun."
"You sound like Spike," I said.
She smiled. "Even forget him too."
We went into the middle of the dance for and started to dance.
"I'm so glad I put this as my hangout," Kathy said as taking my hand and spinning me around.
"Same here!" I laughed.
The song that was playing, was smooth by Santana ft Rob Thomas.
"I like this song!" I yelled to Kathy.
She pointed at her self. "I do too."
A guy came up to Kathy. "Can I dance with you?"
Kathy looked at me and was asking if it was okay to dance with him. I let go of her and lightly pushed her to him. "Go ahead. Have fun."
She smiled and her and the guy started to dance.
I stood there and felt alittle awkward.
"May I have a dance, love," I heard.
A British accent was behind me. I turned around and there he stood.
Was he there. Actually there? Lately I've been daydreaming about him in front of me and kissing me. I've dream of him. Dreaming I had killed him or him saving me.
"Is this really you?" My hand touched his arm and it felt real, but what came out of his mouth was. "No. You're daydreaming of me."
I let go of him and went back. "Why do I keep doing this?" I cried to him.
"Your mind is forced on me. Just me and the way you stop it-"
I shook my head no. "No! No, I can't."
Both of his hands touched my arms. "Drusilla, you have to. It's the only way. Stop thinking of me."
Tears fell down my eyes. "I don't get all of this."
"I'll explain when we meet again-"
"What?" Tears fell down my eyes. "No! Explain to me right now because I'm confused."
"I didn't know about this but when I bit your neck, it did something. When you think of me, I fall into asleep and visit you," he said.
"So, your spirit is here," I said.
He nodded.
"How do I stop?" I asked. I couldn't believe I was going to do this but it was the right thing to do.
He's eyes got watery. "Erase me."
Why, I asked myself.
"Before I do this, could we dance one last time?" I asked.
He took a deep breath and came up to me. His cold hands touched my hands and I had chills.
Out of nowhere, slow music came on and Spike had pulled me close to him. I laid my head on his chest and we danced through the night. He spun me around and brought me back to him and then dip me. He made eye contact me and then said. "I'm sorry, Drusilla." He lightly pull me back up and he's lips touched my forehead.
I close my eyes and erased Spike and with that, I opened my eyes and he was gone.

SPIKE'S POV.

I opened my eyes. "It's done."
Loose skinned demon looked at me. He had his phone to his ear and told the witch. "It worked." With that, they hung up.
"You're going to be okay?" He asked me.
Tears fell down my eyes. I looked at him. "Yeah. Take me away from California."
Loose skinned demon put the phone down and pushed on the gas.
We drove off.

I hope that was good