Restless Child

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I keep tossing and turning -

more than usual.

My adrenaline is high for no reason.

I feel like I'm supposed to get out of bed and run to something - or away from something.

Too much indecisiveness in my head.

My heartbeat is too fast.

This can't be right.

I wish I could just stay calm.

Nothing will happen...

Why am I scared?

"Just lie down, child. Quit being so restless," Says Conscience.

I wish I could, but I can't.

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