Hope? Pray🤞🏽

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Hoping...

Praying...

Hoping and Praying.

Praying to God that you haven't lost interest in me.

I hope that I at least cross your mind in the morning.

If not in the morning, maybe at night.

I hope you view me as joy, and not as a hindering object with no importance to it; just something for the wind to blow.

I wish I could feel a connection to you,

like the sun to the warmth;

like the eyes to everything around them.

I almost feel a sorrow for putting the fragments of my heart on the line, knowing what to expect.

I wish I knew that I was yours forever.

I wish that it could happen;

but I know it's not permanent.

How come I feel that you could leave me at any second?

Distance yourself (but with baby steps?)

I'm hoping and praying that you don't.

Hoping...

Praying...

Hoping and Praying.

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