Niall Imagines

His Song {Part 3}

It took a few minutes for me to gather myself after Niall left the room.  Once I did and was able to stop crying I walked out of his bedroom.  I walked down the hallway, through the living room, and into the kitchen not seeing him anywhere.  I take care of the food we were eating and put the dirty dishes in the sink.  After that I grabbed my things and walked out the door. 

Once in my car, I drive.  Not exactly sure where I'm going, just driving anywhere.  I want to get away from my thoughts and what just happened.  After an hour of driving, I find myself in the countryside.  I park the car and just look around before recognizing a familiar curvy looking tree.  Then I realize... Niall and I came here before.

In our teenage years, my mom took me to visit some family in this area.  So, of course she let me take my best friend.  Niall was practically part of the family.  We got bored so Niall and I took my mom's car and just drove.  We didn't have a set destination, but somehow we ended up here.

We stayed here for several hours, running around, chilling, and just hanging out.  We took an interest to the tree and just layed on some of the low hanging branches.  That is one of my favorite memories ever. 

It is then, as I can practically imagine us running around and being best friends, that I break down in tears.  What have I done?  I have loved Niall so much my whole life.  But I also love my boyfriend, Kyle. 

I thought for a few minutes.  The fact that I am even considering choosing Kyle over Niall makes me so mad at myself.  I loved Niall for so long, and after every single relationship I have been through, Niall is the only one I can see myself having kids and growing old with.

I know what I have to do...

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"Hey Niall.  I guess I missed you once again," I said sadly into my phone.  "I just really need to talk to you.  I miss you and I need you.  I'm sorry for all of the stupid things that happened between us.  I regret not saying anything right when you confessed your love.  The truth is..." I try to say but I am cut off by his voicemail recorder.  I hang up the phone hoping he will call back soon.

Days go by and I still do not hear from him.  Then I find out from some fans that he is back in London, so I call him.

"Hey Niall," I say to his voicemail for the thousandth time.  "I heard you were in town," I say and pause.  "Please call me back...  I need to talk to you and..." the voicemail cuts me off.

I close my phone and sigh.  There is only one way to talk to Niall...

I check my appearance in the bathroom mirror, seeing that I haven't showered in a few days.  I have been depressed and did not feel like doing anything.  After a second, I strip my clothes off and hop in the shower.  Once I finish up I get out, get dressed, and do my hair.  Noticing I look slightly presentable I grab my car keys and run out the door.

A little while later I pull up to the gate outside Niall's house.  I don't even bother to call up to him to let me in because I know he wouldn't anyway.  I punch in his password and the gates open, then I drive up and park in the same spot I usually park in.

The key to the front door is in the same hidden spot so I use it to unlock the door and go inside.  Closing the door behind me, I look around and see Niall sitting on the couch staring at the tv.  He doesn't even care I just walked in his house.

"Hi Niall," I said nervously.  He says nothing and continues to stare at the tv, not even paying attention.  

I set my purse down by the door, walk over to him and sit down near him.

"Niall, please answer me," I plead.

"What do you want?" he asks.  

"I want to talk to you."

"I'm listening."

"Niall... I want you.  The first time I laid my eyes on you, my heart started fluttering.  Every single time I see you, the same little flutter happens in my chest.  When I see you laugh, make jokes, be happy, the butterflies only increase.  I tried to push that feeling away for the longest time.  I did not want to accept the fact that I was in love with my best friend.  But then a few weeks ago when I heard that song, your song, I had hoped it was about me..." I trailed off and took a break from talking for a second.  I look over at him only to see his gaze has returned to the tv even there was no sound playing.

"Then you told me you loved me.  I should have jumped for joy that very second..." I confessed.

"Why didn't you?" he asks, looking at me.  I can see the tears sitting on the brim of his eyes.  I look closer and I can see his eyes are already puffy and bloodshot, like he was crying before I got here.  But to be honest, my eyes were the same.

"Because I was scared.  This dream I've had forever was finally coming true.  But all these questions and scenarios started running through my mind.  And I did have a boyfriend...  I did love him.  It took me a while to come to realization that I could never love him as much as I loved you.  I could never love anybody that much.  Niall... I love you and everything about you."

We both sit there in silence for a moment, then he sighs.

"You just hurt me so much.  I didn't want to tell you how I felt because I was afraid to get hurt, and that's exactly what happened.  You hurt me and I can never forget that," he pauses and looks at me.  "But I also can never forget how much I love you."

When he says that the flutter comes back to my chest, but it was stronger than it ever was before.  A smile curves across my face and a small one appears on Niall's as well.  

"Niall, will you be my boyfriend?" I ask with a huge smile on my face.

"Yes," he says.

I jump over towards him and plant a kiss right on his lips.  He deepens the kiss and it becomes more passionate and loving.  He pulls away shortly after and says, "I've wanted to kiss you ever since you pulled away last time."

"So have I," I admit and kiss him again.  "I missed you so much; I'm so sorry."

"It's okay.  I missed you too," he says.

I sit next to him on the couch, he puts his arm around me and I lay my head on his chest.

"I love you so much Y/N."

"I love you too, Niall," I reply and look up into his deep blue eyes with the biggest smile on my face.

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A/N:

Hello lovely people!  I finally was able to post a good update.  I really hope you enjoy it!  This is the final post of the 'His Song' series.

Please comment down below if you would like a story dedicated to you and what it should be about.  Thank you so much for all of the support!

I love you all!!  Thanks!

~Allie