Who is the monster ? (Damian Wayne X Reader )

Chapter 10

Damian's pov

'' I know what Penguin did to you '' I said '' And I can help you ''

She gasped and took a step back, putting her gun down.

'' How ? '' she asked wipping her tears.

I only could see her eyes. They were fixing straight in mine. With hope.

''I can help you to escape to him '' I replyed.

She shook her head.

'' I already tried that. '' she responded. '' They'll find me and make me go back to him ''

Her voice broke at the end of her sentence.

'' I can find you an new identity, a new town, a new flat ... '' I proposed.

'' Not again '', she stopped me. '' I will not pass a new deal like that. I did it already and now ... ''

She became silent like she had said already too much.

She reminded me myself. She was raised by criminals. She learned how kill people. But instead of a man like my father coming in her life to teach her another way ,she had to kill, even though she didn't want it.

She sighed.

'' I can't escape him.'' she said '' the only way to get rid of him, it's to kill him''

Y/N pov

'' I can't escape him'' I said '' the only way to get rid of him it's to kill him ''

Finally ! I was able to say it loudly.

It's been a while that I thought about it. After thinking during all my sleepless nights, I arrived at the only solution ; kill Penguin.

But I don't think having enough courage to do it. He scared me. I couldn't fight him.

But maybe Robin can ?

I looked at him.

He lowered his head.

'' I'm sorry but I can't kill people in purpose '' he said.

I don't know why but it's doesn't surprise me.

'' I don't ask you to do it.'' I replied ''maybe, one day I'll found enough bravery in me to do it, by myself'' I scoffed '' I'm already a monster isn't it ?''

He didn't responded. I knew what he was thinking about me : I'm a monster.

I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the wall.

'' I hate me so much to be so weak '' I wispered so low that I didn't know he heard me.

When I opened my eyes I could see him starring at me.

'' At the end, you can't do nothing to help me '' I said.

He looked down.

'' I wish I could '' he murmured.

'' Do you arrest me ?'' I asked suddenly.

He shool his head. '' I don't want to. Maybe I let you go this time ''

I tilt my head, not sure to understand what he said. He don't arrest me ? The events become strange.

'' C-can I go ? ''

He nodded. But before I went back in the air duct he grabbed gently my arm.

I turned toward him.

Suddenly I was in his embrance. I didn't respond, too shocked to move a toe. I could smell his parfum. I wasn't scared. It was so comforting.

I would like to stay like that forever. Wait ... What ? What I think about ?

I feel his hand reach mine and squeeze it gently.

'' Call me if you need help '' he wispered in my ear.

Then he disappeared.

I opened my hand to see a piece of paper with a number written on it.

 ''Maybe he don't really think I'm a monster ''