Mine Again||Calum Hood||Complete

8

I couldn't believe that almost happened. I almost kissed Michael. Calum would be even more mad at me if he knew about it. I knew Michael was going to say something to the boys about it. After coming off stage the boys asked if I wanted to go eat with them. I had nothing else to do considering it was my off day so I agreed. Calum rolled his eyes when I did but a small part of him almost looked happy for me to be coming. We stopped at some burger place and sat in the back so we wouldn't be bothered so much. The boys seemed shocked when I got the biggest burger they had.

"I eat a lot." I laughed.

"We can tell." Calum muttered.

It made me nervous. Was I getting fat? Was it noticeable?

"Don't listen to him. You are beautiful." Michael smiled.

When the burgers came out I just picked at it. I was starving but Calum's comment had really gotten to me. All I wanted was to be back with him but he hated me. I knew he was just saying it because he was still mad at me but it really got to me.

"Why aren't you eating?" Luke asked.

"I just realized I wasn't as hungry as I thought." I muttered.

"Damn it Calum! See what you did?!" Ashton said slamming his hand down on the table, causing everyone to jump.

Calum looked at him with wide eyes.

"She's not eating because of what you said. Apologize." He spat.

Calum just looked at me with a sad look on his face. He was realizing what he said hurt me. Then his face turned back to the same it had been every time he was around me.

"No. She never apologized for what she did to me." He said.

He got up and pushed his chair away from the table. He walked out of the building without another word. I knew they were going to ask me what happened and I couldn't handle it at the moment.

"I-I have to go." I said and bolted out the door after him.

"Calum! Calum wait!" I called.

He stopped and turned around.

"What?! What could you possibly want?!" He spat.

"I-I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Oh now you say it." He laughed.

"I mean it. I'm sorry for coming to your show and I'm sorry for everything that I did. I know I hurt you and I hurt myself too. I didn't need this fame. I needed you." I whispered the last part.

His face softened for just a moment. Then he was back to cold-hearted Calum again.

"You should have thought of that before you chose it over me." He said.

"What about the other day? You kissed me remember?" I raised my voice.

"I kissed you because I wanted to feel again. I wanted to feel something more than hate towards you. I wanted to love you again but I don't think I ever can." He was about to cry.

"I-I'm sorry. I still love you Calum." I said placing my hand on his chest.

He let me leave it there for a second. He closed his eyes and for that moment it was like everything was back to the way it had been. Then he gripped my hand hard causing me to let out a small yelp.

"I don't love you Megann. I can never forgive you for what you did." He said then stormed away.