Mine Again||Calum Hood||Complete

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Calum's pov:

After walking away from Megann, I made my way back to the house I shared with the boys. I slammed the door to my room and laid on my bed. I hate her. I hate her so much that I love her. I know it sounds stupid but no matter how much I hate her, I will always love her. I hate that Michael loves her. I hate that he talks about her all the time. I hate hearing her sing because it reminds me that she chose that over me even if she has the voice of an angel. I hate how I feel when I see her. She makes me feel like I'm going insane. But I'm still in love with her. I always have been and I probably always will be. I hate that after everything she done I still love her. I don't know how long I sat there until I heard the boys come in. I ignored it and hoped they wouldn't come ask what happened but I knew they would.

"Hope your decent!" Michael called as he opened the door.

"Go away. I'm not in the mood." I said to them.

"We need to talk." Ashton said.

"About?" I asked.

"We know about you and Megann." Luke said.

"I knew she would come after me for some reason I don't know why she-"

"Cut the shit. We mean we know everything." Michael said.

She told them?! Why would she do that? They are my friends not hers.

"Why didn't you tell us?" Luke asked.

"You guys know how I am. If something's bothering me I'm not going to say anything about it." I told them.

"We are your best friends. You can tell us anything." Ashton smiled.

"Do you-Do you still love her?" Michael questioned.

I didn't say anything or nod.

"I'll take that as a yes." He sadly smiled.

"I hate her but I love her. I don't want to be with her though, I know that. I've been getting over her."

It wasn't all a lie. I did hate her but love her at the same time. I don't want to be with her but I lied about getting over her. I'm not over it and I probably never will be.

"So if one of us want to date her you would be okay with it?" Ashton asked.

Was Michael going to ask her out? Was Luke or Ashton planning to? Would they do that anyway if I said no? But who am I to stop them from being happy?

"I would be fine with it. Like I said, I'm getting over it." I told them.

They nodded.

"Please tell us when something is bothering you. We are your friends. Our job is to make sure your okay." Michael smiled.

"Okay." I nodded, smiling.

The boys hugged me and we all piled in my bed to watch a movie. I had never been so thankful for my friends. They were right. I should have told them about her before. Now they want to be friends with her and one of them, Michael probably, would ask her out and I have to be okay with it.