I'm scared
about what they would say
if they knew
I'm scared
about what they would call me
when they realise
That I'm not normal, I'm not perfect
But I am human, I made mistakes,
I made mistakes
It's hard, living on the edge
waiting for the moment when
they too leave me
like everyone else did
With one tiny speck of hope
that they won't
But then the darkness overcomes me.