I am trying, harder that ever before
yet all my tries seem futile
No matter how hard, I've progressed
I am still far from success
This continuous failure is very discouraging
I can see my progress, but it is not enough
I want success, I want to win
It's not about beating myself anymore
The faster I run, The farther seems the end.
Is my approach wrong, or the way I've prepared?
I am better than ever before, but i don't seem to care.
'Cause what I want, isn't there.
Everytime I stay optimistic
don't let myself feel bad
Instead encourage myself to try harder
Am I wrong to do so?
Im at the end of my rope here
I'm at my strongest, but the level too is hardest
I know this isn't my best
But i don't think I have it yet
I've never needed to put in my best before
maybe that's why i'm feeling forlorn
Should I try that instead?
Maybe next time, I'll give it my best.
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And with that, I end it. Thank you so much for all your support. This is the end of the volume.
End of the book.
