The Woebegone's Deepest Thoughts

Torn

5 months have passed since we've first met,
It was back at June I could never forget.
We were complete strangers at that time,
But fate decided that our paths were to intertwine.

You came at me like a raging stampede,
The feelings I've acquired for you will never recede.
Right now our relationship may be strained,
But your place in my heart will never be changed.

We've had a lot of fights and arguments,
But light will always shine on our gray firmaments.
You give me a peculiar feeling which is hard to find,
Until now I have yet to know what's the secret behind.

You urge me to give this up and throw it all away,
As you spoke those words my heart felt grief and dismay.
The thought of you fleeting away from me,
Was more painful than the sting of a thousand bees.

Darling you're one in a million,
To find someone like you I'd have to blow a hundred dandelions.
If 11:11 was actually true,
It'll grant my wish which was to be with you.

You may say that we weren't made for each other in this lifetime,
But I'll always beg to differ because I know you were made to be mine.
A hundred waves might come crashing down at me,
But nothing will stop me from loving you.
He hasn't been with her for days,
He desperately wanted to feel her warm embrace.
He tried every means to contact her,
But he failed and it felt like the world was on his shoulder.

At night he lied alone in his room,
He can't feel anything but anxiety and gloom.
Cutting his wrists wasn't enough to satisfy him,
As he contemplated about how the world without her was so dim.

Days have passed and he finally got a call,
But he was able to sense a change in her even if it was so small.
She was so different than he could remember,
As if she changed like how October turned to November.

She told him that she had something to say,
He already got a clue but he decided to stay.
As she spoke her voice started to break,
At that time all that his heart could feel was ache.

She tells him four words he could never imagine she'd say,
"I still love him" and she asked him to stay away.
His barren eyes were quickly filled with tears,
As what was transpiring was one of his biggest fears.

He'd do anything to go back to the start,
To the day she was able to steal his heart.
Oh how'd he wish he could relive that memory,
Instead of crying in his room feeling immense agony.