The Woebegone's Deepest Thoughts

If I could tell you

When I see you in the morning it brightens up my day,

There so many thoughts on my mind so many words I want to say.

I want to tell you how I feel but the words I cannot find,

They're all mixed up with my thoughts that are running through my mind.

I've been keeping it locked up because I know there's not a chance,

You never look my way you don't even take a glance.

You don't even know you're doing this toying with my heart,

I wish I could just tell you but i don't know where to start.

Should I tell you how much you mean to me or how bad I want to be with you?

If I were to say these things how would you react, what would you do?

Would you never take to me again would you never look my way?

That would just bring me back to where I am today.

Then I'd start all over and choose different route,

To make you understand my feelings that wants out.

I don't know what to do or even how to say,

Maybe I should lock it up and keep myself away.

My heart would ache even more but maybe for the good,

I just really want to tell you only if I could.