December

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These past few weeks have been really hard,
I can't deny this but you're still the only occupant in my heart.
November passed and December came,
But I still can't seem to rid my head of your name.

Every song lyric reminds me of us,
Every single memory that's now in the past.
Moving on can be easy to say,
But I still can't, after I've tried every single possible way.

Your smile still has the same warmth I've felt before,
Though I can't bear the fact that I'm not the reason behind it anymore.
I noticed that you've been happy recently,
I guess I'll just put on a smile and pretend it's not killing me.

Spring is nearing but my skies are still gray,
Cold weather may pass but my feelings won't seem to fade.
It's been such a fucking long lonely December,
When January comes you'll still be the one I'll remember.

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