Help Me

Tears

Tomika PoV
I end up sleeping at summers house and she says I can stay for as long as I want. I said thanks. Today is the 2nd of August which means it's the anniversary of my mum and my twin sisters death. Nobody other than summer Knows about it but I know this is why my dad does this too me.
S: hey Tomiks what you want for breakfast
T: nothing I'm going out.
I leave off to my mum and sisters graves

Freddie PoV
I see T leaves summers house so I follow her I see her turn into a florist and buy two bunches of red roses and then into a grave yard.
I see her leave them at two peoples graves and she sits down and breaks down in tears and I know that these are not out of fear but sadness so I walk up to her and sit next to her.

Tomika PoV
It takes me five minutes to notice Freddie is sat next to me.
F: hey t what's up
T: (crying) this is the anniversary of my mum and twin sister death.
F: oh T it's ok
T: why is whenever you see me I'm always crying *laughs a little bit through crying*
F: I don't know maybe I'm just here for you to cry on. If you don't mind me asking what happened to them.

T: we were all in the car me my sister and my mum and as we were coming down the road a car was coming up on the wrong side and it smashed into us. The doctors said it was I miracle that I survived as they said I should have been dead but my mum and Tia were nits so lucky. I still cry about them every night and I know this is why my dad is like this.
F: oh T I know that must have been hard but do you feel better now you have opened up about it.
T: a little but why
F: have you ever considered seeing a therapist. It could be useful to talk about everything that's going on in your life and I know you will benefit from it.
T: maybe but I don't know if I trust these people.
F: Tomika look, I know this is hard but with your past it's going to be good for you. Nobody should have to go through this so I'll make you a deal right you go to one therapy session and I'll go on a date with with you.
T: ok but you have to come with to the therapists.
F: ok
Freddie PoV
After about two mins Tomika starts to talk to the graves and I listen intently.
T: hey mum hey Tia this is Freddie he's my friend and I hope you like him he's great. He plays drums in our school band and he helps me when dad gets to much sometimes. I wish you could meet him in person he's great.
However I know your watching over me and i really miss you both. Dad has not got much better but I'm trying I really am and it's hard sometimes and it all gets a bit much and I know I need you. Tia I miss ya so much you were the best sister we used cause so much mischief when we were together remember our tenth birthday party. I wish you were still here you made the hard times easier. I'm going to see a therapist because of Freddie but I know their going to take me away from dad and I don't them too I'm scared extremely there going to take the only family I have left away from me if I talk to them and I don't know if I can go through that again. I think that's why I put up with dad because he's all I have left. I'm staying with summer at the moment I needed a break but I'll go back I know I will but even though I want to I don't want to either. Anyway I have to go get my things from my house before dad gets back from work so I'll come see you tomorrow like always I love you guys please watch over me ❤️❤️❤️.
*she puts flowers down*
F: that was beautiful T want me to come with you toy our house then I'm taking you to a therapist.