Hurts Like Hell Jason (Todd / Red Hood x oc)

This Stops Now

(I'm sorry if this triggers anyone, it is a dull subject but again I'm sorry if you went through something like this, I hope you're doing okay)

two weeks later

Jasons death was hard on everyone, the house seemed empty without him. Bruce wont come out of the bat cave unless it was me who asked. Dick trained in the gym 10X more now, it seemed to take his mind off of jason, even just for a second. Barbara came around more now, she mostly spoke to dick or Alfred, she tried to speak to me when I was walking back to my room, I just closed the door.

I closed everyone off, i was locked in my room with the curtains drawn. I sat in a dark room, I surrounded myself in photos of jason, cards for birthdays, valentines day gifts. I held a post card jason sent to me when I was in Paris. I cried as I started to think of how I could of save him "it should have been me.... fuck sake.... he shouldnt have been out there" I stood up and grabbed a near by chair smashing it into the wall "IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!" I screamed out.

I went to my desk with had perfume and make up covering it. With one motion, I cleared it and looked into the mirror. I looked a mess, but the wasn't just it, I could see him behind me in the reflection "..jason?" I asked as I turned but he wasn't there.

I turned to see he closer to me "why... why didn't you come for me?" I placed my hand on the mirror "i wanted too. Baby... oh my god, i'm s-sorry... its my fault" he looked at me in disgust "your the reason I was out there, you didnt even look... 6 months... you left me alone" he made a fist and swung it, the mirror smashed making me jump back ad usung my arms to shield myself.

I looked to it but then to my hand, it was bleeding with glass inbred into it, I was losing my mind. could hear foot steps coming this way and soon the door was threw open "what happened?" dick yelled as he came to my side,

I staid quite but he then saw my hand "Jesus, Ashley" he lifted me up and ran out the room, taking me to the bathroom. I just laid my head on his chest, he was the one to come see me, he'd check up on me all the time, I was like a sister but right now, I need him more than ever.

He placed me on the edge on the bath tub as he went to the first aid kit and took out bandages and a pair of eyebrow plucker's. He sat infront of me and started to clean some of the blood away before going ahead and taking out the glass, I hissed at the pain but dick kept apologising "stop saying sorry." I said with a dry voice, I looked to the blood flowing out my knuckles and on to the floor.

Dick didnt speak but kept going, soon he got it all out before cleaning it again and wraping the bandages around it. After he was done he then lifted my chin up "this stops now" he looked me dead in the eye, I was confused but he then stood up "go get changed and meet me in the gym" he walked out but I jusr had a shocked expression on my face, I just lost jason and he expects me to be fine with in two weeks, I sat on the ground and just stared at the wall for a second.

I thought of the last moments I had with jason but it soon became to much, I stood up and walked to my room I thought of what dick said, he seemed worried but it was out of order to say that to me. I sat on my bed and looked to the mirror to see a broken reflection ".... fuck it" I got up and changed into a work out outfit but I left my hair down, I looked awfull but I didnt care that much.

(well dicks a bit of a... well ya know. so sorry I didn't update in ages but seriously ill try and get more out on time)

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