She just wants to be loved, that's all she ever wanted.
She worked, she tried, she smiled, she laughed, she joked, she broke down; because all she ever wanted was to fit in.
She stayed up all night, wondering and finding new ways in which she could be happy about herself.
She thought, reminisced, wrote, sang, danced, all of that just for her to find an escape. She just wanted to finally find her true way out.
All she ever wanted was to be loved, to be accepted.
She critisized herself everyday, picked on every single flaw she could find and tried her best to change it; to see the good in her that she saw in everybody else.
Then, one day, she just grew tired.
She still tried, but she felt no determination to continue.
She was tired of trying.
She now simply tried to try.
Do you feel like she does too?
If so, then do understand her when she breaks down.
Understand her when she doesn't want to talk to anyone, when she simply wants to be alone for a while.
Understand her when she says that she is trying.
Understand her when she fake smiles because she does not want to talk about it.
Understand her when she says that she needs time.
All she ever wanted was to be understood.
Will you be the one to give that to her?
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My Rants
PoetryThis book. Rants turned into poems. My thoughts, my insecurities, my stories. Vomits of words when I am too full of thoughts to keep it in. Might be relatable and merely interesting, that's for you to find out. Might be depressing (most probably...
