Chapter 4

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Bey POV

"I hate being a woman" Michaela yells out after I open the door and she walks into the house.

I chuckle while following her into the living room.

"What's wrong with you?" I ask.

"My damn period just came on and I swear it's the worst one I have ever had"

"It's probably not even that bad"

"Bey it feels like somebody is repeatedly stabbing me in my uterus" I laugh at her dramatic ass. "You got any tampons? I ran out and don't feel like buying any" she asked.

"Yeah upstairs in my room, come on" we both head upstairs to my room.

Once in my room Michaela heads straight to the bathroom while I sit on my bed and check my phone. Seeing I had a message from Austin I open it.

Austin: okay so you were right, your good as hell in connect four 😔

Bey: I tried to tell you. You would think you would realize that after I beat you four times in a row

Austin: alright you don't got to rub it in

Bey: 😂 sorry

Austin: your lucky you pretty as hell

"Who you texting that got you smiling all hard?" Michaela asked as she walks out the bathroom.

"Nobody" I respond as I quickly lock my phone and wipe the unbeknownst smile off my face.

Michaela looks at me suspiciously but let's it go.

"Did you find them?" I ask her trying to change the subject.

"Yeah you had two fresh new boxes, I took both of them."

"Two?"

"Yeah what's wrong with that?" she questions.

I tune Michaela out while I think. I should only have one box left because I use half a box for every month I'm on my period. Oh my fuck. I jump off the bed and rush into the bathroom to look at the calendar I have hanging up, I always mark the start and end of my periods up here. The calendar is on the month April and I go back to see that my last period was in January.

"Oh my gosh" I say to myself as I walk back into the room.

"Bey what's wrong?" Michaela asks.

I fall onto the bed and look up to the ceiling. "I haven't my period in two months"

"Bey are you pregnant?" Michaela gasps while asking.

"I really hope not" I somberly say.

"Why not?" Michaela ask with a frown on her face.

"This is not the right time for me to be pregnant. Shawn wouldn't even be here through everything. I'm already dealing with enough me being pregnant would just make things worse." I respond while wiping the few tears that feel off my face.

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