Queen V: The Cold and Heartless Gangster

Forgiveness

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Nasa Blue wave na ako ngayon at iniintay si Vanagh ng mamataan ngaking paningin si Jaden. Halatang nag mamasid siya sa paligid kaya agad ko siyang tinawag.

"Jaden !" lumingon naman siya sa akin pero tumalikod din agad. Kaya hinabol ko siya agad. Kailangan kong malaman ang totoo. Para kay Vanagh, para sa mga bata. 

"Jaden!" I called him again but he just ignored me.

I ran as fast as i could and grab his arm immediately. "STOP!" I hissed, then i forced him to face me.

"My god! Your alive! Ho-how come? i mean? I'm glad that your a- b-ut" i dnt know kung anung dapat sabihin. natutuwa ako at buhay siya, pero alam kong labis na nasasaktan ngayon si Vanagh. Kahit ako.

Dahil pakiramdam ko pinaglaruan kami, pakiramdam ko trinaydor kami. Pero alam kong may dahilan lahat ito at iyon ang dapat kong malaman.

"Jaden. what happened? i mean. Please Explain it!" i said

he sighed "look nique, i am so sorry for everything but i did it on  a purpose. naduwag ako. i chose my family than myself thats why i did that. Look i really have to go. i have to fix something. para maayos na to lahat" he said.

i dont get his point.

"You did what?" you cho-se. WAIT! Please elaborate it Jaden! Everyones life is miserable because of what happened 8 years ago. we're all trapped in the past.- ca-" 

"I know nique. I know. and i am really really sorry. but please trust me. Matatpos din ito." he said in a pleading tone

i find myself nodding but ..

"How can we trust you, if you betrayed us." 

i heard her.

her very cold voice.

Jaden and I faced her, and we're doomed to see her face.

No emotion.

No life.

All i can see is Danger.

i See it in her eyes.

I knew it, she's my BESTFRIEND after all.

"Va-but she cut me

"Stay away from us." she said sirectly to Jaden. na shock naman si Jaden

"Love ple--

"The one that you loved was gone 8 years ago. Stay away form us, especially to my daughter" she said in a very cold voice.

i immediately walk towards her. this cant be, this cant be happening. hindi to talaga pwede.

"V-, look, just listen to-

"NO! i wont. Lets go Monique. Lets talk. Inside." she said  and turn her back on us. i looked at Jaden, i saw sadness, guilt, hurt to his eyes, 

hinawakan ko ang braso niya at sinabing "Jaden, i'm sorry, malinaw naman sayo diba? she loves you more than her life, more than anything else in this world, kaya nga nagkaganito lahat dba dahil sa pagkawala mo, i dont know the real story the whole story, but im willing to listen to your story Dylan and I were just a text away." i said. then leave him there.

.....

Nandito kami ngayon ni Vanagh sa Starbucks umorder siya ng Frappe, 

"di ka pa rin nagbabago" bigla kong nasambit, kaya napatingin siya sa akin

"that frappe. everytime na stress ka or in times of hurt, Frappe is the answer" i said smiling. 

"V, i missed you so much. Im sorry" i said,

But she didnt answer. So i continue talking

"That night. i really dont know what to do. I was so devastated about everything. it seems like- *sob* everything is * a *sob* mess. Im so so-rry V-" I saidi cant help but to cry.

"I am not doin' this dahil buhay siya. God knows,kung gaano ko na katagal g-usto na kau-sapin ka. I am really really sorry Bestfriend. Alam kong di mo ako ma-pa-pata *hik hik *wad, but please kahit sa mga b-bata laang. Pa-ti sila na trap sa naka-raan, " i said while crying

"I missed you too..

Bestfriend"

O_O did i heard it right? Napatunghay ako kaagad at nakita ko si Vanagh na umiiyak na rin. kaya agad ko siyang niyakap.

"V" i said.

"Nique, I'm sorry please forgive me" she said while crying

"No V, i should be the one who's asking for forgiveness. I am so sorry" i said.

There. magkayakap lang kami na parang wala ng bukas. wala kaming pakeelam kung pinagtitinginan na kami ng mga tao. Patuloy pa rin kami sa pag iyak 

"Na miss ko ito" sabi ko

"Ako din" sabi niya 

"Ang drama na natin V" i said

*smirk* it really feel so good na umiyak lalo na kapag sayo ako umiiyak" natatawang sabi niya.

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We talked the whole day. We catched up things that happened 8 years ago. CONVERSATION? 

We'll revealed it soon.

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"Seo, Lets meet, at Vistro 9pm"

I need to do this, kailangan ng matapos to.

Agichibi