A Million Ways To Love You™(Never Let Go)♥ Book 3✔️

♥Chapter 1♥

*1 year later Michael's POV *

I look at her... the woman I look at now is not the one a married year's ago. Marilyn why do I have to find you like this over and over?,I said taking the bottle away from her as I spoke calmly. "you.. yoou...neeed tooo shu...shutup ",she said slurring her word's while waving her arm's. I shake my head as I pick her up bridal style. Marilyn please hush the kid's are sleeping ,I hissed ar her as we entered our room. "I...I..have told you a..ab..about telling me that... ",She said passing out in my arm's.I sigh again as I quickly walk to the bathroom. I struggled to keep her standing while releasing her of her work clothes. after doing the task I ran her a warm bubble bath. She giggled at the bubbles. I slip her in and stripped of my clothes and climbed in Behind her. helping her wash herself. I wash her back and shoulder's and leg's. she giggles when I get to her toes. I can't help but laugh too. "Michael babe I'm sorry I've been doing this to you I really am papa ",she said turning in the tub to face me she has her knee's up to her chest.  I look at her letting her finish. "I know I've said it a thousand time's but I am I'm sorry and I'm done drinking it's just my-",I scoot closer to her. Marilyn babygirl I Love you ok I really do that's why I do this and I tell you this because I Love you... stop using your job as an excuse I told you when you lost your daycare you could easily find another job Yuli has even told you that and drinking for 3 month's straight isn't going to help ok?, she has tears flowing down her cheeks. I sigh and wiped her face with my hand's. babygirl don't cry ok please don't cry. "I'm a failure Michael! I'm a fucking failure!",She said hitting the edge of the tub a little. I look at her not really knowing what to say because truthfully I've said all I could to stop her from this she makes the same excuse up. I finally sigh again. No.. you aren't Marilyn... Marilyn Nicole Jackson isn't a failure and will never be, I said taking her small hand's into my slightly bigger one's.Marilyn?, "yes?",Tell me, "Tell you what? ",she said looking confused. Tell me you aren't a failure, "I can't say what isn't true Michael ",I kiss her right hand. It is true you aren't a failure if you were you wouldn't have 3 kid's a husband good friends and a home and all the other thing's would you?, She looks down. "Yes I would because most of the thing's you named were because of you I have them because of you ",What do you mean?, "you bought the house, you helped with 2 out of three of our kid's, you married me ",she said now looking up. "Michael you did that ",I look at her intensely. No babygirl we did that,  "Mich-",No I don't want you to doubt anything ok?  I told you about that please babygirl don't doubt yourself I can call Yuli to help, "I kinda drunk diales her.. ",I look at her confused, you did what?, "I drunk dialed Yuli and told her we were having sex ",I face palm myself. What am I going to do with you mama, "can you blame me we haven't did that in 3 momths!",I raise a brow looking at her. And what might you think is the reason behind that?, "your testosterone level is low ",I look at her surprised.Oh so it's my fault?, "yeah and partly mine sense I haven't been doing my job ",what jooob, I said as she grabbed 'him', Marilyn as much as I want to because damn I want to I can't I have to have energy in the morning for a meeting, she smirks at me slowly letting go. "ok papa let's get dry and go to bed ",I take in a couple deep breaths because 'he' is definitely making me regret my request. Ok let's go to bed....

To Be Continued...

A/N:I know I said I wouldn't update till tomorrow but I couldn't wait any longer plus some of you were straying from my other book's because I haven't upload this one well here's chapter one And merry early Christmas