A Million Ways To Love You™(Never Let Go)♥ Book 3✔️

♥Chapter 38♥

*Michael's Point Of View*

I need some time to think. Everything I do or say is wrong. I can't bring back our baby. I can't fix the emptiness in her heart. I can't do shit! And it's agitating as Hell. I wanted to choke the doctor's when they told us she had a miscarriage. I wanted to break down when I saw the first tear slip down her cheek. I died inside when she wouldn't eat, every night when she cries herself to sleep. I walk out of the bathroom and looked towards Marilyn. She was sleep. I slowly walk towards her and pulled the cover up to her shoulders. I kiss her forehead and headed out. I close the room door and walked downstairs. Soon as I get to the door someone knocks on it. I jog over to answer it. I open it. It was Yuli. "Hey Michael is Marilyn home?", I nod and point upstairs. "Thanks, Uhh where are you headed to?", "I'm just going out for fresh air, If Marilyn wakes up tell her I'm out and will be back soon please? ", She nods. I force a smile and continued walking out...

*Marilyn's Point Of View *

I wake up to the smell of chicken noodle soup. I slowly open my eyes. First thing I see is a beaming Yuli. "Well hello there sleeping beauty! ", I groan. I still have a major headache. It's side effects from the C-section. "Still have a nasty migrane huh? Well I cooked you from scratch the best chicken noodle soup Israelian style!", She passes me the bowl of soup along with a spoon. I sit up and take it. "Thank-you ", She nods. I slowly take a spoonful. My appetite is up and down. Sometimes I want to eat others I don't. I think the loss of the baby has taken it's toll on the Jackson family. We are very much separated. It's mainly my fault. I've pushed everyone away. Including Michael. I look up at Yuli. "Where's Michael? ", She sighs. "He said he was going out for fresh air", I frown. "How long ago was that? ", She looks at her watch. "Uhh a hour and a half ago", I set down my bowl. "I need him home", Yuli stands up. "No honey let him breathe he has been beating himself up a lot lately ", "I know that's why I need him home! ", Yuli sighs and rubs my shoulder. "Honey calm down, I know you want to fix thing's but you can't try to re-build something that's broken especially when it's in the process of cracking ", I sigh. "Yuli I swear I always push him away, I don't understand why?", Yuli pulls me into her chest. "No don't say that, Marilyn you and Michael have been together for too long if he didn't feel like putting up with stuff he would have left a long time ago",

"Yuli can't you see that's what he's doing?  Over last past week Michael has been leaving to 'get some air', I hate to say it but I know he's lying ", Yuli shakes her head. "Marilyn don't say that Michael wouldn't cheat on you", "Once a cheater always a cheater ", I look at the soup. "He promised he wouldn't, I knew it was coming, I mean being with someone for this long, you are bound to loose interest, I just didn't think it would be like that with Michael and I", Yuli remains silent.  She knows I'm right the same thing happened to her.  "Yuli please hug me... just hug me", She nods and squeezes me tight. I release all tears I held back. I released all new pain along with old pain. Fairy tails don't last forever...

To Be Continued...