Chapter 1:
" I keep pouring myself to him. Everyday I just cant wait to receive a message from him, in hopes that he'll give me another chance. I want him to love me, I want him to accept me for who and what I am. For who and what I can be in our future, if he would just let me in his life again. I never knew love until him, and I was always soo scared of getting hurt that I'd always run from him. I figured if I left before I got too attached, that I wouldn't get hurt as much, that I'd runaway without looking back but karma got to me. I love this boy more than anything in this whole world, this whole universe and I've lost him. I hate myself for everything. I've never meant to runaway from the one love I've ever had, I blew it and now I have to pay the consecuenses. I'm sorry love, I'm sorry I've left you behind, and now I must suffer forever, or until I find a way to stop my blood flow, since my heart is no longer beating.."
-To my love who holds my heart and soul.
