1:31 Am

chapter 5

It had been a while since jaebum and youngjae went out like that. Much to both of their surprises, it wasn't as awkward as they thought.

When they did go out, they felt comfortable around each other. Their silence was comfortable and peaceful. When they talked the conversation flowed naturally and there was no uncomfortable air between them.

Youngjae had been adjusting to the new room mates he had got at the beginning of their promotions (bambam and yugyeom), and now he had to get a new roommate. Youngjae walked into the room and saw something he wished he didn't want to see. Well it's not like he didn't want to see it it's just that it was a bit out there and he didn't expect it. Youngjae stood there, staring at the scene in front of him. He didn't expect his leader to have such a toned back. He didn't know what to expect to be very honest. But was pleasantly surprised at the way his muscles were defined. His back was toned and his skin, under the dull lighting of the room, looked soft and fair. Youngjae took it all in, his heart racing. The details of his leader ingrained in his memory. The way his hair clumped together when it was wet. The droplets of water running down his back and hitting the waistband of his boxers that peaked just above his pants. Youngjae swallowed thickly and turned on his heels, walking away from the room when he heard a familiar voice. "Ah youngjae! you're my new room mate right?" Youngjae flinched and turned around. "hah yeah! i'm your new room mate." Youngjae smiled and looked over at the leader once again. This time however, youngjae did a full sweep of what jaebum looked like from the front. His hair was all messy and wet. His chest, perfectly sculpted down to the last dip. His well toned abs were enough to make anyone melt. His pants were opened up to wear you could see his boxers and all this visual information was overwhelming youngjae. Jaebum looked at youngjae a bit confused as to why he looked so shocked and then he remembered. "Ah sorry. Let me put a shirt on." Youngjae nodded blankly, moving over to his bed to begin "moving in".

"MAAAARRRRRKKKKK" youngjae laid down on the bed and groaned into the pillow. "What youngjae?" Mark looked over at the younger boy and made a weird face. "Jaebum is my room mate. " "Dude that has GOT to suck." youngjae groaned once again and threw the pillow down next to him. "YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND. I was walking into the room i was assigned to, minding my own business when all the sudden i walk in on jaebum shirtless." He huffed at the memory that would now never leave him or his subconscious. "How was that? Did is body look good?" The question earned an exaggerated cough from jackson who was feeding his plants. "Oh my god. It looked good. Like. Really good. I couldn't take my eyes off of him and i just. I'm like 99.9% sure i got hard just by looking at him. This is bad. It's bad enough that i'm going against my soulmate and liking someone else but of all people it's jaebum?" Jaebum happened to walk by at the time and only heard his name coming from the markson dorm.  He stood there around the corner listening in. "Listen youngjae if you like him then just tell him. I mean that's what i did for mark now look at us. We're a lot happier than we were before." Youngjae sighed " Yeah but that's only because you two were soulmates. I'm pretty sure jaebum and jinyoung are soulmates and if not romantically than in a platonic way but i would still feel really bad for taking someone's soulmate." Something about the way youngjae was concerned tugged at jaebum's heart. He wasn't gonna lie. He enjoyed the way youngjae would get flustered so easily or worried over the smallest things. But the true concern for jaebum and his soulmate, made jaebum's chest ache. He wanted to barge in there and say that they were soul mates so there was no reason to worry but..... at last. He couldn't. "UGh what's even worse for me is that we'll go out in our free time and i just think of it as a date. How am i this infatuated with someone?" Youngjae sighs and stands up. "i'm going to the practice room to continue song writing. I gotta clear my conscious." The younger boy began walking out the room. Jaebum panicked and quickly went over to the couch and continued playing video games before youngjae caught him. "Hey hyung." Youngjae said softly. "Hey youngjae." Jaebum watched as the other band member left the dorm. He sighed and paused his game, slumping back against the couch. He looked at his wrist and back at the door.