1:31 Am

Chapter 9

Youngjae woke up on top of jaebum, the covers of his bed covering up both of them. Youngjae looked down to see jaebum was still asleep and he smiled. The younger boy had a splitting headache and had never stayed up that late since before debut so his head wasn't used to the sudden change. He felt jaebum shift under him and stretch outwards. Youngjae giggled and laid back down as he felt the arms of his hyung wrap around him. Jaebum didn't wanna wake up. He was having such a nice dream about him and youngjae and it was so peaceful and so..... soft . He felt someone kiss his ear but he didn't have to open his eyes to know who it was. "Morning hyung~" The soft low morning voice of his roommate played in his head as he opened his eyes. He looked at the boy who had been laying on him, the scene was almost too perfect. The sunlight was shining through the blinds and hitting the walls and sheets, however, the boy laying on his chest had been blocking the sun from hitting his eyes. With the light coming from behind the black haired boy, making him look like the angel he already was, the heat in jaebum's chest rose to his cheeks. He really did look like an angel. "hyung... we have until 1 before the band comes." Youngjae's voice was soft and it did something to jaebum that made his heart leap. He gave the younger boy a smile and brought him crashing down into his chest. "Mmmmm i know but it's only 9 jae. Let's just stay in bed for while..." Jaebum cooed at the other. Youngjae chuckled and forced his way out of his leader's grip to sit up on his lap. "c'mon hyung we gotta get up. My moms making breakfast~" Jaebum groaned and hummed as he sat up. "weeelllllll if that's the case looks like i HAVE to get up" Jaebum gave youngjae a dorky side smile as he saw the other boy smiling down at him. Suddenly with a sharp pain from his wrist he looked away and grunted. "hyung are you okay?" Jaebum nodded. "What..... hap- wait.... You.. I kissed you ..." Youngjae looked at him weirdly and then his expression became clear. Yup. They kissed. "Let's not tell the other members okay?" "LET'S NOT TELL THE OTHER MEMBERS WHAT?" Bambam yelled as he busted into the room. Youngjae screamed and fell off of jaebum and out of bed, hitting the floor with a loud thud. Bambam looked at youngjae and then back at jaebum, a sly grin growing on his face. "Nothing happened i promise." "Mhm~" Jaebum got up and glared at bambam who screamed playfully and ran, giggling and acting like a kid.

The whole group was there at the table along with youngjae's mom, sister and dad. There was a comfortable conversation going about how jackson should be on celebrity bromance. Youngjae looked around and saw that there wasn't an extra seat. He looked at his mom innocently and looked at her. "Hey mom? Where's youngguk? I thought he would come out for breakfast. " Youngjae's mom set her fork down and looked down. The group went silent and the air went dead as the others had realized how serious the situation was. "youngjae....." his father spoke. "Your brother got drafted. He's at the military base in Yong-sang." Youngjae's smile turned into a sorrowful expression. The group became worried as youngjae nodded and got up from the table. "How long was he gone for? How long will he be gone for?" His mom looked at him and shook her head. "He left us the day i came back from dropping you off at the jyp building.  I came back just in time to see him off. He's been gone ever since. His troop leader said he'll be back in 3 or 4 years depending on if they'll get deployed into battle or not. You know how your brother is though youngjae. He might-" Youngjae slammed his glass down on the table, causing it to shatter and cut his hand. Youngjae didn't even flinch at the pain nor did he care. "Excuse me i have to go clean up." Youngjae pushed his chair back and walked away towards the bathroom, the air now becoming suffocating. Jaebum got up and bowed politely. "I'm going to go help him clean up. Bambam, yugyeom, clean the mess up. Jackson see to it that the rest of the family is alright and jinyoung and mark, help clean the breakfast." Eun-chae stood up and shook her head. "Jaebum, sweetheart please it's okay. Your our guests, let us do the cleaning." Jaebum nodded and smiled politely. "No no. It's fine. Usually i have to clean up if one of my members makes a mess. This is how we bond as a team. Now excuse me, I have to make sure your son is okay." And with that jaebum left. "So mama Choi..... do you know where the pan and dust broom are?" bambam asked.

Jaebum found youngjae struggling to get the glass shards out of his hand. Jaebum sighed and walked in, kneeling down and gently taking youngjae's hands into his own. "I can do this myself hyung." Jaebum took the tweezers and began taking out the shards. "No you can't. Both your hands are cut up and bloody. Let me do this." Youngjae rolled his eyes and gave an irritated sigh. "OW! hyung!! BE Careful!!" Jaebum placed the glass pieces onto the paper towel and sighed. Once he was all done, he laid the tweezers in the sink, threw away the bloody paper towel with all the glass shards. He grabbed youngjae's hands and turned on the cold water, putting them to run under it. Once he had carefully dried youngjae's hands, he put neosporin on them and bandaged the more significant cuts. "Are you okay?" Youngjae shrugged and then nodded. "Good" Jaebum kissed youngjae on the forehead and then smacked him across the head. "What the HELL was that? Why did you do that?! You could've injured any one of us at the table!! Not to mention how you acted!!! Your lucky i don't tell JYP about this little incident because if he found out he would never trust me again. "  Jaebum growled and shook his head, breathing calmly to try and keep his temper from flaring up. "I'm sorry i acted like that hyung it's just. My brother was like my hero. I didn't think he would be drafted for another 2 years. And the worst part is that i never even got to say goodbye!! MY OWN MOTHER DIDN'T EVEN TEXT OR CALL ME TO TELL ME THAT HE WAS LEAVING!!!" Jaebum squeezed his fists together and slammed it down on the sink counter. "AND THEN WHAT YOUNGJAE? WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE THEN IF SHE DID TEXT OR CALL YOU ABOUT IT? WOULD YOU HAVE LEFT? WOULD YOU HAVE GIVEN UP THE CHANCE TO BE APART OF THIS GROUP JUST TO SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR BROTHER??" Youngjae bit his lip. 'YEAH, I WOULD'VE LEFT. I WAS OUT GETTING READY FOR DEBUT AND BEING WITH YOU GUYS, WHEN I COULD'VE HELPED PROVIDE FOR MY FAMILY THE WAY MY BROTHER DID" Jaebum looked at youngjae and with an offended expression. "So are you saying that you regret debuting with us? Meeting us? "