- shika pov -
he smirks seductively at me
"what are you thinking?"
"come on" he smiles and squeezes my hand before running off into an alley, oh this again
"are we talking to kurama again?"
"yea, you know the gist" i touch his temples and we both blank out
"hey, shika! long time no see, eh?" he greets me surprisingly friendly for a fox of hate
"hehe yea kurama, long time no see" i agree quickly
"do your job kurama" naruto yells excitedly
"hn" he concentrates on something, eyes closed "found it!" he exclaims again too happy maybe he is too happy
"alright! believe it"
"what?"
"kurama can read your thoughts while your in here, we wanted to know the secret"
"you- you cheat!" i say while pointing my finger at him
"it's not like there's a rule stating you can't enter beast realm to find out secrets"
oh my god, they could find out my secrets, horrible ones that could destroy any chance i have with naruto... i can't stay here "nice to see you again kurama but i must go" i let go of narutos temples and wake up, he does too.
"what was that shika"
i mutter for words "uh- i i needed... to pee! yes i really need to pee so i must be going now"
"ok, i'll wait for you, or... i could come with you?" he winks
"*gulp* no thank you, i will be fine to go alone i'll be back soon"
his face deflates "oh i see, i'll be here waiting" i can't make him feel bad so i lean in and kiss him, he blushes but kisses back. butterflies flutter in my stomach, it's the first time I've kissed him since i realised him i actually love him, i'd been trying for so long to pretend to love him, i'd told myself i do but now i'm not pretending but everything has begun to fall apart, i can't ignore that fact anymore
"bye naru"
"bye shika"
i hurry to the bathroom once inside, thank god it's empty. what am i going to do? i flex my hands which grip the metal basin tightly and it begins the bend. ugh! i throw my head down and in one movement i remove my hair tie and stare at the mirror
"this is the real me, a mess of hair and a mess of thoughts" i put my hand on my forehead, the thought of quitting my mums scheme has so many negative outcomes like being killed, abused, dis owned, thrown out, etc but i have temari in the sand, if i quit who says i can even get to her i have a 1 in 5 chance so 20% so not a high chance... i can't handle it now! i splash my face with water
"just be yourself" i walk out
"I've never seen you with your hair out, you look unorganized, so unlike you hehe"
"if only you knew" i whisper, he doesn't hear "well now you know the secret, i guess it's ruined"
"no silly, lets go out no surprise doesn't mean no fun"
"ok, where?"
"hm, how about ramen?"
"sure" i hope he doesn't notice how distant i sound
he babbles on about something i'm not sure of until we arrive
*DING DING* "sorry it's my mum" i say
'hey son, find out everything you can on kurama we need it tonight'
"it's nothing, just about school tomorrow" i say, he relaxes and we walk in
"beef miso ramen please"
"fish miso ramen please" i ask and the girl walks off, naruto still babbling on
- thought process -
main objective: find out about kurama well i can tick that at least
objective: leave mum and dads cult because they want to kill naruto
negative: they kill me, torture, abuse, dis owning, being kicked out, sent away,
positive: have refuge with temari and the protection of the kazekage for naruto
chances: 20% success
when: the cult is moving in 2 weeks
what: i must work with them until i can strike and take naruto safe
why: because i love naruto, i love my parents but they told me naruto was horrible, he's not
- thoughts end -
"foods here" naruto yells excitedly
"good" i pull my hair back into my signature ponytail, i know what i must do
we both eat in silence but it's bad but not enough to look into it and i know this is my fault if i could've quit sooner, but they tricked me. i was putty in their hands and easily molded. if only i'd been clay, left me for a day and i'd harden. be strong and know my own opinion not a second hand opinion on a person i'd never met! i can't think about this now, it's narutos time.
"tonight's a warm night isn't it"
"yea, i love this time of year"
"i think a walk would be nice after this, to get our minds off of things"
"mine is solely centered on you tonight"
"then a walk will help our relationship"
"you're right! believe it!" we both slurp our ramen hungrily, by the time i'd finished my bowel, naruto had a bowel and 3 empty ones next to him
"you eat a lot"
"kurama needs to be fed too you know!" he says
"nothing's wrong with eating heaps you know" i say mockingly
"thanks ramen guy" we say and exit after paying, his appetite is expensive!
we stroll down the path near the nara forest, we walk inside the forest boundary and head to my house
"remember this?"
"yea, where my dad found us kissing"
"well yea, the kissing part" he leans in slowly but the tension is too much, i lean in and close the gap and we kiss and kiss, and kiss i slide my tongue over his lip and gently bite it, he opens up and i stick my tongue inside. naruto wraps his hands around my neck while my arms are around his waist, holding him very close to me in a protective way. We continue to kiss, i move up from his lips and kiss his jaw line then his nose
"i think that's enough for one night, don't ya think?"
"hehe almost" he leans in for a hug and places his head on my shoulder
"*gasp*" my eyes widen, he's - he's giving me a hickey! naruto bites down on the curve of my neck to shoulder and then kisses it, I moan slightly and clutch his hair tighter as a knee jerk reaction
"NOW, i'm done!" naruto says triumphantly
"yes but how am i going to cover this when i'm wearing a sleeveless shirt?"
"wear my jumper"
"thanks"
naruto sighs sadly "we're at your house"
"hey, i'll see you at school tomorrow"
"ok" he says sadly and pouts, i hold his face in my hand
"it's only a few hours away, go to sleep and time will speed up"
"you're right! thanks shika, i'll see you at school" he waves and disappears around the corner.
"welcome back son" she says anxiously
"hey mum" i reply casually
"did you find out what i told you?"
"yea, where's dad?"
"out, any way spill"
"just because i know it doesn't mean i'm going to tell you"
"SHIKAMARU NARA YOU TELL ME THIS INSTANT"
"WHAT IF I DON'T WANT TO"
"NARUTO IS A CRUEL HEARTED MONSTER, A DEMON AND HE'LL BE BETTER OFF DEAD"
"how DARE you say that about him, HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND, IF YOU REALLY THINK I'M GOING TO STAND ASIDE AND LET YOU SUCCEED THAT, THEN YOU DON'T KNOW YOUR OWN SON" oh no, i forgot about the plan to not rebel her
"shikamaru, i know you may think you love him but you don't it's only a jutsu so you'll protect naruto, we need you and we're not lying. it's naruto, do you see clearly now son?"
"yes mother, i see. kurama is the 9 tailed fox, he's trapped inside naruto but the two of them can communicate together and by touching his temples you can enter his realm and inside their kurama can read your mind, he can also see through narutos eyes"
"good job son, with this information we can speed planning time in half so we can move next week instead of two weeks"
"good job mother, can i go"
"yes son, release" yoshino releases her truth jutsu and her son wakes from his trance, i totally forgot about my mums secret truth jutsu, ugh! i hate it. i run swiftly to my room and slam the door loudly i'm an idiot i'm an idiot i'm an idiot naruto hates me naruto hates me naruto hates me. i bang my head on the wall a few times to help then i go to sleep in my clothes
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Narushika & series 2 (one shot)
Fanfictionwhen a new student comes, naruto the adopted boy with a troubled past meets the new kid shikamaru who is completely unaware that both their past, present and future are entwined in unimaginable ways. (yaoi, boyxboy) (Disclaimer: I do not own any of...
