Narushika & series 2 (one shot)

chapter 9

- naruto pov -

she knows, his mum knows! rocking on my feet in kuramas realm, i'd asked shika if i could go to mine and he to his because i had extra homework, he agreed but instead i went to a secluded place and threw a panic attack-ish tantrum. i'm clutching my hair with my head in between my knees
"naruto, it's ok even if she knows i'm sure she'll see how good you are"

"but she was one of THOSE villagers" i yell, screaming and crying he gasps "yea dumb fox! the ones which I've being trying so hard to forget! and now i'll never get to be with shika"
"naruto, calm down maybe it wasn't her"

"you're lying, you can see my memories and you know it's her"
"naruto" he whines "please cheer up, you know i don't handle emotional people well"
"yea, i'm sorry for coming here instead of breaking down in public and getting a new name"
"ugh! you're making this really difficult"

"you made it worse, the day you were put in me" i could tell, even without looking, that that comment really hurt him "kurama, i'm sorry ok... i'm just really stressed i keep dreaming that i'm going to get to school, shika will break up with me for sakura *sigh* our plan went out the window, what're we going to do?"
"well, we could tell him out right?"
"are you out of your mind! then he'll kill us"
"the students in our year don't know it's only us and sakura so it would be risky but we can tell him in private and if he stops loving you i guess he could still abide by our rules and not tell, i don't see him as a backstabbing person"

"me neither, ok lets do it!" i enter my world again

whoops it's dark, i better head back, all i can think about is that horrible memory, it replay in my mind, but especially now that i had to bring it up.. it's always been a heavy burden for me because no one knows except fro the people who did it. some times when i'm depressed that memory comes in my dream, then i'm always shaken awake by sasuke, sakura or mum and dad because i scream, cry and yell things like stop, please no, let me go. when they ask i just say night mare but it's real i just hope it doesn't happen again.

"hey mum!" i say smiling 
"oh hey honey, we were just about to start dinner, lucky timing aye?"

"yea lucky" i say, rubbing my neck
"hey sakura, how was your day?"

"it was pretty cool, ino and i went to the shops" which is code for made out with guys, we made a system so we could say what we really did with out consequences 

"what did you do at the shops?" i ask innocently, she stops dead
"uh, we shopped"

"for what?"

"ya know, i really can't remember" she says sheepishly, 
"you just said you know" i say sweetly, acting heart felt, then she hit me with a book

"enough you two" dad says, man he's scary believe it
"yes dad" we say in unison 
"sasuke what did you do?" dad asks

"studied" smoked weed

"any thing else"
"we went and got food" made out with girls
"that's good" dad says, proud of his son but if only he knew hehe

after dinner i was about to go to the shower
"naruto!"

"what" i yell into the hall"

"phone call"

"ooh" i say and make my way over to the ancient home phone

"hello?"
"hey naru"

"oh! hey, how are you?"
"good, you?"
"i'm cool"

"that's good" i say