Addiction

Chapter 16

We walked inside and my mom was sitting on the couch.

"mom?" i asked surprised seeing that she was home.

"hi sweetie and nash" she smirked.

"what are you doing home?" i asked

"my meeting got canceled so i came home early" she smiled

"Yay" I said quietly and sarcastically.

"Well were going upstairs then" I said pulling Nash towards the stairs.

We walked into my room and kicked our shoes off. I went in my dresser and took out a sports bra and a pair of over-sized guy sweat pants. They were kyles.

"I'm going to go change don't go through my shit" I teased

"God dammit I was planning on looking through your underwear drawer" he joked.

"Of course you were" I said rolling my eyes and walking out of the room and into the bathroom.

I changed, tied my hair into a messy bun and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked drained and tired. My eyes were still puffy from crying. I miss Kyle. I sighed and left the bathroom. When I walked back into my room, Nash was laying on my bed with his hands behind his head. He just stared at me and smiled.

"What" I asked as I put my clothes in the hamper in the corner of my room

"Nothing you're just beautiful" he said causing me to smile.

I jumped into bed next to him and laid my head on his chest. We laid there in silence for awhile and it kept playing with my belly butting piercing.

"What are you doing" I said giggling

" I didn't know you had this I like it" he smiled

"Dude I wear crop tops almost everyday how haven't you noticed" I laughed

He shrugged and continued to play with it. We laid there in silence. It wasn't an awkward silence but a comforting one. Nothing was awkward with him it was always comforting. I felt safe with him. When I'm with him all my problems vanish and they don't matter anymore.  My thoughts muttered as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

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"Beautiful wake up" I heard a soft gentle voice say and felt a soft kiss on my forehead.

My eyes fluttered open and I saw Nash staring down at me. I could get to this. I smiled and rubbed my eyes

"I didn't wanna wake you up you looked so peaceful but I have to go" he said

I nodded and got up, so did Nash. We walked downstairs in silence and walked out of the house before my mom realized we were down there. I walked him to his car and we just looked at each other.

"I wanna take you out on a date. Like a real one. One where I dress nice, you dress nice. I buy you flowers pick you up we go to a nice restaurant then go on some adventure after. One of those cheesy dates from movies." He said

"Um okay" I laughed.

"Friday at 7" he said blankly and kissed me. He pulled away and said "I'll text you when I get home"

"Uh okay" I said not know what else to say. He got in his car and drove away. I ran up the driveway and into my house.

"did nash leave" i heard my mom ask as i tried sneaking upstairs

"yeah" i said walking into the kitchen where she was making dinner

she looked back at me and had a confused look on her face.

"is everything okay love" she asked walking towards me.

i wanted to say no but i couldnt get the word out "yeah im fine"
i said walking away. i wish i could talk to her about stuff but i cant.

"come back over here and set the table please" she called after me. i rolled my eyes and started setting the table it was fairly easy since it was only three of us.

i plopped down on the couch and scrolled through my phone. my mom tried talking to me but i tuned her out. i cant wait until i get out of this house.

a text from riley popped up on my screen 

riley: wanna come over? no ones home as usual and i dont know where cole is

Me: yeah i just have to eat dinner first then ill come

riley: ok hurry up :(

i locked my phone and went back into the kitchen "is it okay if i go to rileys after dinner "

she nodded and started putting dinner on the table it was some fancy chicken thing.

"jonah dinner" i yelled

he came running down the stairs and we all sat at the table. dinner consisted of my mom and jonah talking and me just staying quiet, i just wanted to get out of the house.

finally dinner was done and i ran upstairs. i through on a sweatshirt and my moccasins and ran back downstairs.

"where are the keys?" i asked.

"my purse i want you home by 11" mom answered

"okay  love you " i said and walked outside, got in the car and headed to rileys .

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hey guys i know its been forever and im sorry about that. its been a rough couple of months and ive been dealing with some stuff but all is good  now and im back. and the chanpters are gonna start to get full of drama and maybe a little bit of smut ;) so keep reading and voting