Addiction

Chapter 2

After walking about ten minutes we arrived at the car lot. We all leant up against cars that were close to each other. Cole handed everyone a joint and we all started going to our "happy place". I guess you could say Coles kind of the "leader" of the group.

Dante and Niki started hardcore making out in front of everyone. It didn't really bother anyone we were all used to it.

I looked over at Nash and saw him starring at me. Once he saw me he looked down. I just chuckled and blew out some smoke.

I looked over at Kyle and saw him sitting on the hood of a car looking down just starring at the ground. I put my joint out and walked over to him.

He looked up at me then looked back down. I spread his legs apart with my knee and stood in between then.

I picked his head up and looked him in the eyes "I'm sorry. I had a bad night last night and a bad morning. So I snapped. It wasn't right and it wasn't fair to you and I'm sorry" I said taking a deep breathe at the end.

"It happens all the time" he mumbled

I looked at him confused

"I always try to be there for you. Because I know more than anyone. I know no ones there for you, not at home and not at this school. And you need someone Alex. I try to be that person and you just yell at me and push me away. I don't even know why I try anymore" he sighed

I thought about what he said and he was right. I felt really bad and almost started crying but I sucked the tear back in.

"Kyle I'm sorry. I don't mean to push you away that's just what I do. But I'll try to work on it. And I know your always there for me and you have no idea how much that means to me" I said smiling at the end

"It's okay" he said and smiled alittle

"I love you loser" I said hugging him

"I love you to baby girl" he said kissing the top of my head.

Me and Kyle don't like each other like that. We're just really close. We've been through the same things, we understand each other.

We went over with the rest of the group and smoked some more 20 minutes later we were all high as fuck and had no idea what was going on.

I was sitting on Kyle's lap, Riley was sitting on Cole and Nikki was sitting on Dante. We were all laughing and having fun.

"See isn't Alex a lot more fun when she's high" Blake said. Everyone nodded

"Fuck you guys" I said giggling. I didn't really care at this point.

Every once and awhile I would catch Nash starring at me. What was his deal?

"We should all go out tonight it's Friday" Ashley said.

"Where" I asked.

"My parents are away this weekend you can all come to my house. I have a fire pit and alcohol" Riley said. Riley's hella rich and her parents are never home

Everyone agreed to meet at Riley's around 7

"Shit we should head back to school" Dante said.

We all checked the time and saw it was almost the end of first period. By now we had all sobered up. We all got up. Kyle grabbed my hand and we all started walking back to school.

We got back to school and we snuck in through the back like always. We headed to our classes. Luckily me and Kyle had almost all the same classes. We started walking to history still hand in hand

"So why was that Nash kid starring at you" Kyle laughed

"I have no idea I've never even talked to the kid" I said

"He was checked you out" Kyle said a little seriously and squeezed my hand.

"He was not" I Argued

"He so was" Kyle laughed

"Whatever I'm not interested" I said

"Are you interested in anyone at the moment" he asked

"Come on Kyle.  I'm not the relationship type you know that" I laughed

He just nodded and we arrived at boring history. Kyle had sadness in his eyes.

Why? I wondered.

History dragged and dragged and finally it was time for lunch. Everyone met up at our usual table and of course Nash was sitting there.

I sat across from him and he kept starring at me.

"He so checking you out" Kyle whispered in my ear

"Is not" I said through my teeth hitting his arm.

"Owe" he laughed rubbing his arm.

"Damn Alex is a feisty one" Blake said making everyone laugh.

I rolled my eyes and took a bite of my apple. Sometimes I don't even know why I'm friends with these people.

Nash got up to throw his trash away and I followed. I was sick of him already.

He turned around and bumped into me.

"Sorry I didn't know you were there" he said rubbing the back of his neck.

"What's your problem" I said with an attitude

"What do you mean" he asked

"You haven't said a word to me all day but every time I look up your starring at me. Stop starring at me" I said

"Um I'm sorry?" He said more like a question

I rolled my eyes and walked back to the table, I don't know why but I can't stand him.

We all talked for a few more minutes then the bell rang. I groaned and Kyle pulled me out of the chair. I hate school.

"One more class" he said

"Three more months" I sighed.

"You'll push through" he said reassuring me

"I'm failing" I said turning to him.

"Like I said you'll push through. Your smart, you just have to put the effort in" he said

"I guess" I said he had English next and I had math.

"I'll meet you at your locker at the end of the day" he said kissing my forehead then we went our separate ways.