Little Me

Does this mean what I think?

Hai you lovely people.
Have any of you noticed the moon lately?
Noticed that it's huge and blood red?
Ugh.. I have.. And honestly it wakes me up.
I was taught Christian values and stuff. No I'm not gonna lecture you guys about it and be THAT kind of person who just shoves their opinions and stuff on you. Not at all what I want to do. But from what I was told, what if it's actually happening? No doubt that it is because this world has become complete shit but what if after all this time.. It's actually gonna come to an end soon?. Yeah I know it'll end and I don't think I'm scared.. What bothers me so much is being so young and not being able to do th things I planned to do..

I want to graduate. I want to get married. I wan to go to school. I want to have kids. I want to spend my life adventuring and loving my family and friends.. It just makes me sad to think none of that will happen.

I know I'm not perfect and never will be but I do know I can make changes to be better than what I am now and live life as full as I can now. So I am.

I hope all of you people are happy with who you are. Remember to love yourself ok? You're perfect how you are. Your flaws, past, others or anything defines who you are. Your past only makes you stronger. I know this is stupid but, in other countries when things get broken they fix it with melted gold (something like that.. I'm sorry lmao just go with it). The gold adds a unique pattern to it and adds to its beauty. Same with you babe. All your mistakes, imperfections, broken pieces all come together and make you stronger and wiser. It may not make sense but it will in time ^-^

LOVE YA ALL MY POISONOUS JELLY BEANS