Enlisting soon

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Boo bitches. Back again. A lot is new actually.

1. I've distanced myself and been bettering myself seriously this time. I know I've said it before but this time is different. Yeah I sill kind of have that negative side but so does everybody. There's a time to be negative and I'm learning to control it. People have left too so it's not like I'm distancing myself to be an ass or whatever.
2. I think I'm losing my boyfriend? Idk. Space apart is good but also kind of concerning because I know with some people, distance makes what's there fade.
3. I am gonna be 17 in July sooo... I'm joining the coast guard. Once I graduate and shit. You're eligible to join at 17 but need permission. I've also taken my ASVAB test which is a military test to determine if you're eligible and what would be good for you to do in the military. Honestly, I think it's the best choice for me. I don't give a fuck if people think it's dangerous. Yeah true. I can die out there in war but I could die right where I am now. They're both dangerous and could die from them both. I understand that the military has a greater risk of death but everyone is gonna die. All for different reasons. So if I'm gonna die, it's gonna be for a good cause. To better someone's life. To better our country. For a good cause.

Support me or not, this is my life and I'm gonna do what I want.

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