I Don't Care (Lee Soohyuk FF)

Chapter 23: Useless Fights

Why is everything I wanted not going the way I want it to go?

I sighed thinking about this as I lean back my head on the bed. At first I wanted to stay by Soohyuk's side but he's not giving in, and now that I want a divorce, HE'S NOT AGREEING-- WHAT THE?!

I groaned loudly, placing a pillow on my face as I shriek in frustration.

Consequence? CONSEQUENCE?! I've had them already, ALRIGHT?! This is totally not a consequence, it's clearly a TORTURE!

Getting angry because of the latest situations, I pulled the dextrose out of my hand.

Right on time, Soohyuk opened the door and came inside the room bringing a tray with food.

I huffed a chuckle, my face filled with disgust of how he can pretend so well. "Huh! What you bring that for?" I furrowed my brows.

I've told you, I love him... but things started to change.

He smiled emptily, "I brought you some food. I know you're hungry." He takes a chair and pulls it beside the bed to face me.

I looked at him with confused emotions, my face all wrinkled. "I'm not eating." I shook my head.

"But you're hungry. I can hear the growl inside your stomach." He says, uncovering the food.

I narrowed my eyes at him, "How about my insides that's growling because of anger for you, did you hear it too?" I crossed my arms, but he just sighed and ignored me.

He puts a small table on my bed, placing the tray on top of it. Taking one spoonful of food, he tries to feed me but I flinched away.

I huffed, "I'm not eating any food. Not from you." I turned my head the other way.

Soohyuk sighs, clenching his hand under the sheets. I could see clearly his jaw, and I knew he was angry.

I scratched the back of my neck, "You know what, I think it would be better if we just came back to our old lives where you didn't ignore me... because that way I could've loved you more."

He slams the spoon on the small table in front of me, causing it to clank and make a sound. "I don't understand what you're saying! In fact, I don't understand you at all!"

I faced him, surprising by his tone, "You are the one here that is complicated!" I retorted, shouting back at him.

"Is changing complicated?!" His deep voice and hot breath went together, making it more dramatic.

I furrowed my brows as I leaned forward with my arms crossed, "You're CHANGING? Huh WOW! SINCE WHEN?!"

He growls leaning forward. He took my chin and lifted it up to look at him as he stood up. "Since days ago."

"Oh, days ago?! When? When Sehun came in the way?" I pulled my head back, feeling the burning sensation inside my chest rise up my throat. So this is how it feels like to be angry at someone you love... correction-- LOVED. "I don't know what's gotten into you! Why are you trying to change?! There's nothing for you to change, remember?!" I explained continuously, "You married me for contract and that's it! You didn't have to show love--"