I Don't Care (Lee Soohyuk FF)

Chapter 34: On Air

11 hours and 39 minutes...

11 HOURS AND 39 MINUTES TO FRANCE! AND IT'S JUST BEEN AN HOUR OR SO AND HIS FREAKING LIPS ARE ON MINE FOR THE PAST 5 MINUTES!!!

WHY AM I EVEN ENDURING THIS?! AND WHY AM I WRITING IN CAPSLOCK?!

*ahem ahem*

I awkwardly cleared my throat, causing him to pause on my cue to stop.

He looks down on my eyes as he pulled his head away slowly.

Honestly, I didn't know how and what to feel. All these times that I loved and wanted him these past years, I never thought that he'll treat me like this. But since the day I felt like my life would get out of hand, I stopped and at last realized myself that it's time to take care of myself.

There's just one thing stopping me... My own husband.

Looking up at him to see his reaction, a smirk was plastered on his face. Like he won an Oscar or something. (BTW, congratulations Jackie Chan for winning one. So happy for yoü)

I thought too much, and at the end I'd see his true self. He really is just making my life miserable, and the fact he knows that I have no one, especially Sehun, to run into makes him so proud of himself.

Well I'd say myself that he's won on ruining my life since the day I saw him on tv.

You know, like a sweet nightmare? This is just as it is. Sweet and fun at first, until your dream changes and all that's left are for you to be afraid the upcoming situations.

How foolish of me.

My eyes rolled down as I pulled up the blanket that covered my naked body because it was slipping, "Can you please get my clothes?" I said, this close on crying.

I wasn't pitying myself. It's just that I feel so bad and am regretting a lot of things. I really had a childish and immature heart. Should've listened to Soohyuk's deal with me and my family befofore our marriage.

Tsk. If only.

Soohyuk says nothing, yet he sighs as he stretched up, buttoning his suit. He turns his heel and walks to the chair behind mine to take something and came back with his hands full of my clothes.

"Here." He stretches his hand to me and I take my clothes.

I sighed, not thanking him. It's not necessary for me to say thank you, right?

Soohyuk sits down on the chair behind him, the one that's across my seat. He crosses his arms and looked at me focusingly.

I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. I shook my head twice looking at him confused, "Uhmm..." I pressed my lips, shy to say. "Aren't you going to... like, turn around or something?" I raised my shoulders.

He raised his shoulders and tilted his head to the side, "Why should I do that?" He asked like a cute puppy for the first time ever.

I sighed rolling my eyes as I relaxed my shoulders. I turned my eyes elsewhere as I spoke, "Uh well duh! Because I have to change." I showed him my clothes. "So why don't you turn around or cover your eyes, or better off leave for a while?" I suggested OBVIOUSLY, questioning my tone.