Chapter 49: He Doesn't Love Me

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He's...

He's kissing me...

He's kissing me right after he said he doesn't love me.

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I MEAN WHAT DOES HE MEAN BY THAT?!

My eyes surprisingly closed by themselves and actually let him.

Soohyuk groans as he leaned down, placing his hands on my petite waist pulling me closer.

I then held his nape, giving full surrender.

He pulls me up, slowly made our way anywhere. Our footsteps getting tangled some time. He shuffles as we still was on our way towards wherever he wanted to go. He reached for the lights to turn it off before pulling me gently inside the bedroom.

I gasped when I realize that the both of us were headed inside.

I stopped and pulled out from him, used my hands to place on his chest. My gaze wavered at him, his eyes shone from the source of moonlight.

He looked down at me nervously, and I looked up at him the same way.

"S-Soohyuk ssi-" I was cut again. He didn't care, and just plainly placed his lips to mine for a peck.

"Can I be selfish just for tonight?" He asked huskily, his eyes never leaving mine.

Feeling the awkwardness between us, I shook my head and decided to pull away, but he tightens his embrace at me before I could even do so.

My breath hitched, looking at him surprised.

I was going to reject, until I heard his pleading whisper, "Let me be selfish. Just one day, one night"

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I hesitated.

I can't just decide after I have slapped him hard on the face no!

"Just let me. Hmm?" The hum of his voice wavered my heart, shook it before making my knees tremble because of the butterflies in my stomach.

I looked down as I nodded slowly, shy as ever.

Now tell me why did you do that?!

Soohyuk smiled, sincerely, before pulling me to him gently once more. He leaned down his head to push closer to mine as I take back my head slowly, but he catches it.

Fudge...

My stomach turned and my blood boiled, I felt nervous and my whole body trembled. The ends of my body, my hands and feet started to get cold...

Everything in me changed just because of his kiss.

Choco, would likely be happy that we're like this now, but I have to say I am not satisfied at all. I guess I can say that I just need this.

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