I Don't Care (Lee Soohyuk FF)

Chapter 61: Home Alone with Sehunnie

I closed my eyes as I felt Sehun's breath touch my face.

This is it...

I clenched my fists as I furrowed my brows, waiting for his lips to touch mine.

There's no turning back now.

"Minjung... A-Are you sure?" He still hesitantly asked just to make sure.

I sighed as I slowly opened my eyes. I looked up, feeling uncomfortable suddenly. A lump built in my throat and I had to swallow.

I saw Sehun, very much prepared to do what I wanted. I bit my lower lip as I snaked my hands to his chest, then crumpling the fabric of his shirt.

Nodding shyly, I pressed my lips.

Sehun immediately turned red, I could feel the heat from him. His eyes blinked rapidly as it looked at me seriously.

I closed my eyes and waited for him to start cause all of the things I'm feeling right now makes me want to do something for myself... And this is what I want.

I waited...

And waited...

Suddenly, the bed shuffled and I felt the heavy atmosphere disappear.

My brows furrowed by the movements making me open one of my eyes to see what has happened.

Sehun moved away from me and stood up beside the bed.

I was surprised, really.

"Oppa..." I spoke as I sat up, turning my head to look at him.

He looks down on the ground, shoving his hands on his pockets.

"What's wrong?" I asked. "I-I thought you also wanted this..." Mixed feelings started to grumble on my chest.

Sehun breathes deeply, shaking his head as he did so. "Minjung, I..." He scratches the back of his neck. "I... I'm really sorry."

I furrowed my brows, "What do you mean you're sorry?" What is he guilty for?

He bit his lip, more hesitant than ever. "I-I... This is wrong."

"What is wrong, oppa?" I huffed a chuckle, "I thought you also wanted this..."

"DANG I DESPERATELY WANT THIS, MINJUNG!" He shouts unexpectedly showing too much emotions.

I was taken aback by his reaction, causing me to hold my chest. Afraid and all, "O... Oppa..."

He raises his head, facing me. "I so want to have your love dang it!" Sehun frustratingly said.

I swallowed a lump on my throat, "T-Then what's wrong?" I asked calmly.

He sighs deeply, "I don't want you to love me when Soohyuk has hurt your feelings..." I could feel him about to cry anytime. He looked straight into my eyes and I saw his tears pilling up.

He shook his head as he spoke weakly, "I don't want to be a rebound..." He adds.

Suddenly, I was the one who was guilty.