Not Your Fan (JungKook BTS)

Chapter 19

Day 2 concert preparation begun and all the staffs walked in with the clothes and boxes of props for the concert. Taehyung walked in with his eyes on his phone, making his way to the couch. All of a sudden his foot slid, making him almost falling onto the floor. He clutched onto his shirt and breathed heavily while looking around, he turned to the floor and spotted some liquid substance, he quickly called the rest.

"Yah yah be careful, its dangerous here", he pointed at the  floor. Jin bent down and wiped the floor with a paper towel, "Ohh its medicated oil". Taehyung raised his brows, "really?".

Jungkook stood there in daze until Suga nudged him to sit down for a rest. He couldn't take his eyes off the floor, the exact place where he saw Jihye lying unconscious.

"Good work guys", the epilogue concert ended and it was silent as everyone was rushing to pack and leave as soon as possible. Rapmonster walked out of the changing room and called out to Jin to quickly change. "Let's hurry and grab something to eat so we can visit Jihye especially someone", Jimin said and changed his shirt on the spot while waiting to use the room to change his pants.

The fans screamed as the van went past, Taehyung popped his head out of the window and blew kisses towards them. Screams blasted throughout the venue and Jimin waved at them with a proud smile, "make sure to reach home safely". "Have dinner too", Jin shouted as he waved from the other side.

Everyone reached the restaurant and the managers quickly ordered the food. The staffs and idols chatted while they waited, "do you think she will be awake when we visit?" JHope sipped his water and Suga shrugged, "let's give her a call before we visit". Everyone nodded except the maknae.

"The food is here", Jin exclaimed as the food arrived on their table. Everyone began eating so the room was quiet until it was time to leave. Rapmonster gestured them to get up as the manager returned from paying the bills. Jimin grabbed his jacket and walked out to the van, too eager to visit his friend.

The van stopped in front of an apartment building and Suga let out a small yawn, "it's already 11", his eyes widened at the time on his watch. JHope frowned, "should we let her rest and visit her tomorrow. Maybe she'll be there".

Jungkook stared at the rest with one of his foot out of the van and Jin pulled him back him swiftly, "let's visit her some other day".

The door closed and they left.

The curtain were drawn as soon as the vehicle left after it was parked for a short while, she glanced at the clock at her night stand and watched the small hand hit 9.

Without any hesitation, she walked out of her apartment to the nearest stall to grab something to eat. Her head hung low as she walked until something bright caught her attention. She stood in front of a convenience store and chuckled at the sight.

'Argh what's wrong with me?'

The ramen cooled down in front of her and it didn't take much of her time to finish it off. Jihye grabbed a bottle of water and paid for it before returning home. The only sound that was heard in the quiet path was her footsteps as she dragged her legs.

"If only they came over. Why did they leave just like that if the concert ended early", she pouted and shook her head, trying to keep positive thoughts in her head.

Jihye opened the bottle of water and took a few sips before pulling out the keys to her front door.

"Where did you go?" Jihye jumped at the sudden voice and she looked at the owner of the figure , standing in front of her. "Why are you even here?", she tried to keep her voice low but his presence didn't help her at all.

"Are you stalking me?", she glared at him and looked away when he signaled her to open the door.

"Why should I even listen to you?", she turned the knob and walked into her apartment while he followed behind.

The place was silent, the sound of the second hand from the clock could be heard and Jihye cleared her throat silently. "I went to grab something to eat", she answered his question and looked at him staring at her softly.

"I brought you dinner", he pulled out two containers from his bag and placed it on the coffee table. "I'm full", she shook her head as she lied.

He opened the plastic that covered the container and Jihye shook her head again, "I know you're lying, you need to eat", his voice raised a bit and Jihye stared at him. "Do I have to listen to whatever you say? I said I ate already", she turned to the window trying to ignore his presence.

"I'm sorry about yesterday", Jungkook's voice cracked as he apologized. Jihye glanced at him, confused at his apology. "I'm sorry for everything", he got up and made his way towards her.

Before Jihye could say anything, Jungkook knelt in front of her; her heart dropped. "Get up, I don't even know why you are apologizing when you did nothing wrong", she tried to pull him up but failed as he stayed on the ground.
"Jeon Jungkook-ssi"

He stared still at the floor, he didn't budge even though Jihye called him numerous times. She held onto his cheeks and made him face her. "Jungkook-ssi", she repeated; her heart broke at the sight of the tears welling in his eyes. 

She let go and got out of her seat and stood behind him. Jihye gazed at his back, wanting to hold onto him tight; tell him nothing is wrong, tell him not to cry for her, tell him that she misses him.

Taking a step towards him, she grabbed onto his hands and pulled him up, making him stand. "Why are you crying?", she chuckled and wiped away the tear that rolled down his cheeks.

Jungkook didn't look at her in the eye, Jihye bit her lips as she held her emotions in.

'I'm sorry'

Jihye pulled him into a tight embrace as she felt a lump forming in her throat. Jungkook stared at their reflection on the glass and Jihye let him go as soon as he was about to hold her tighter. His hand dropped to his sides and watched her point to the door.

"I forgive you, you can leave now".

"I don't want to" he spoke back to her, tiredly.

"You said you had already let me go", she looked at him in the eye with no expression.

"This is the last time we are going to be together alone. After this, I'll let you go your way and you can choose to stay or leave, I won't stop you"

"I don't want to remember what I said in the past, I'm not leaving you alone...

...I don't want to be away from you

...I missed you"