Faded Shadows

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      The group wasn't exactly my type, but at least they were something. Being alone in this room would probably be a worse experience than cancer, and I really doubt anything more. I pray for that never to come, and for the well being of them.

     "They deserve way better than anything I can ever explain to you." I murmured, my voice cracking with sadness. I wish nothing but good for them, times may be hard, but Ash deserves a well and strong family, and even though I'm in no relation to her, I'll do all I can to help her. We stick together, we are one. We may not have known each other for the longest of times, and though times get harder as the days grow colder, I know I'll still do anything to help out this poor young soul. Her mother has gone through more stress than I'd ever imagine, and it must be hard being a new mother, for anybody, but for her... She always seems on the edge to just break down. How she stands strong for that little girl I'll never understand, but I'm glad she does. Her father won't be able to stay around much longer, but it's not his choice. Anything that happens down here is not by anyone's choice, and nobody's wish will ever be given to them here. We all know it. 

     It may be hard for us all, and adding a young one to the equation may spell out disaster, but somehow we manage. Sometimes I wish I was back in that cabin, snuggled up beside my husband, my love. He took care of me through those hard times... Oh my sweet Jacob... I'll never forgive myself for letting myself die, tearing me away from you. You loved me more than you'd ever loved anything on this cursed world.... This damned room is no better, and who knows? Maybe I'm just strung up here for eternity as God watches me suffer from above, refusing my access to such a beautiful place, for all I've done. The shadows on the walls one day will unfold my sanity into something much more, and by the time I've faded my time will have been too late... 

WOW IM DIDDLY DONG DONE WITH THIS CHAPTER! Gg, we'll get to the better shit soon. Let them ramble lmao

~Kia

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