Room of the Discarded

Folded Prayers

   I never asked to be here, but it sure was a blessing. I sighed, my eyes closing softly as I thought about her. It would be... Interested, If we'd last, but everyone in this room knows how this will work, and I know it's impossible. The room I've studied for years, and honestly I'm glad I'm here. It's abnormal and beautiful, anything you have ever wished for is behind you, and all your worries can be solved... With time. The reason I'm here is simple, I needed an explanation for my actions. And I've found it. With her. The feeling of being here is awful, though. You know what you've left behind just for something better than you deserve, or that you'd wish. I know for sure I don't deserve to be here, and a few of them don't deserve either, but I don't know the whole of their problem. We can go outside into the other world, but we're ghosts, and people are unaffected by us. The population of people we've attempted to encounter is great, but nothing works. They're trying everything, to be able to go back home, but what they don't understand is they're dead. I'll never understand why exactly she didn't want to go back, but she's one of the few not trying to get back. 

   Maybe she has more to her backstory than I can remember. I sighed to myself. That's always been my problem, forgetting. It's worse here though, it seems my senses are cut short. You'd probably be excited to hear that everything for you is more like a pedestal for you, like you're a god, but it's not. It's not my favorite, the others hate it. She's more stressed than she's described being here, and I doubt highly that she'd be ready for Ash, motherhood hit her hard. I hope she does forgive me when my time has come, and I pray each night God let us into his heavenly era, together. Nonetheless, studies have shown that once one leaves the room, they'd become one with the stars at night in heaven, and there have been no studies for anyone of the room traveling to hell. How they learned this I'll never interpret. I noted, letting my thoughts whirl once more.

   I recall that on a rare case children born here couldnt leave. Or was it children in general? What'll happen to Ash? I can't leave my girlfriend behind! She needs me.

   ...And I need her....

A/N- Yo yo yo second chapter today... Whos this hawt fella? i wonder who this "she" is har har har ;D Ill get the next chapter out in a minute or 2 gimme a second lmfao just finished a quiz *dab* lets go round 3

~Kia