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|| Chapter 46 ||

{Going home}

I felt gentle hands on my shoulders , nudging me awake.

"Leora..." The voice whispered ,"We have to go in 3 hours."

My eyes shot open in fear. I soon realized it was Isaac already dressed and packed. I sprung out of bed like an elastic band shooting back at someone. My shaky hands gathered my belongings and ran to the bathroom. I didn't look or speak to Isaac through the process.

As I was getting ready, my mind kept playing back to the same things.

First of all, the fact that Olivia is still on my mind is worrying. Second of all, I cannot believe that Ivy is leaving me! And I can't believe that someone I have come so close to has to leave me...

I was fixing my hair in the mirror after straight int if for at least a good half hour. I bent down and grabbed my remains and came out of the bathroom. My eyes went straight to Isaac who was on the bed.

I can't get close to him. He is already moving away and leaving you, Leora!

I emptied what was in my arms to put them back in my suit case. I checked around the hotel rooms just to make sure I hadn't left anything. My stomach growled in hunger, Inciting me to rummage for any scraps of food. I noticed Levi and Ivy hugging and her in tears. I snuck up on them, mid convocation.

"Levi! Oh my god! Your.... Just.... I love you so much!" She yelled at the top of her lungs.

Butterflies fluttered around in my stomach waiting for the answer.

"I love you too, I am glad I could help you," he leans back grinning.

"I can't believe it," her eyes are wide open ",I am staying in London."

My eyes are now widened.

"WHAT?!"

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They both jumped at the sound of my high vocal chords exploding.

"I- uh... I am staying in London ,Leora. I can stay. Levi's mum has a business involved around my dads job and she needs an assistant!" Ivy gets up and hugs me tightly. My arms don't move. Nor do my facial expressions.

Isaac is still leaving me...

Something hurts inside me when I think of him leaving. It's like he is attached to you heart and I cannot ever let him go...

I am finally capable to open my mouth and speak.

"Ivy! That's amazing! I am so happy for you to stay!" I look over at Levi on the bed and I run and hug him gently ",Thank you Levi!"

He hugs me back, but then we both release because it was getting a bit awkward.

I turn to face Ivy and smile widely.

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My hands are gripping around the seat belt as I buckle myself in for the ride ahead. I place my hand down on my thigh and look down. Isaacs hand places over mine and he grins down at me.

No getting close Leora!

I pull away my hand and try find somewhere to put them. I end up sitting on them trying to hide them from him and also as they tremble.

"Leora, I am sorry I am moving away," his smile fades.

I look up at him. His bright blue eyes staring down at me, he leans in and kisses me gently. I smile. The people on the bus might of thought weird things about at girl sitting on her hands as she kisses a boy who looks about 4 years older than her. But I didn't care, I just wanted to never leave his side.

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I finally got back to the house as my dad embraces me.

"Darling, I have missed you so much! What have you done in Brighton?" He leans back to look at me.

I may or may not kissed a boy a couple times...

"Nothing much."

After a while of telling my dad in every little detail on what the hike was like, I was upstairs on my phone.

Isaac- Hey Beautiful.

Me- Don't call me that! And how do you know what I look like right now? I may be an ugly monster!

Isaac- Your beautiful inside and out, Sweetcheeks.

I didn't reply...

Isaac- you do remember it's your birthday tomorrow...

I freeze...

Flip, flipper in flipping hell.

No.

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I climb into bed with my new bedding my dad kindly bought me. I snuggled up with the youtubers talking to me. I decided to have a VERY late night that night. It was not a school night so 4:30am?

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