Something About Got7

Part 36- Letting Go

- JB'S POV -

I blankly stared at the celling with my heart thumping with pain. Everything was my fault. Nari being in the hospital was all because of me. I breathed deeply when a surge of sadness hit me again. I rolled over in the darkness and buried my face in my pillow. The door to mine and Youngjae's room softly clicked open. I kept my face tucked under my pillow and listened to the shuffling foot steps enter the room. My body shifted with the weight of someone sitting down next to me.

"Hyung?" BamBam softly spoke. I just ignored him. He lightly shook my shoulder, "Hyung, I know you aren't asleep."

"What do you want?" My voice was muffled by the pillow. He sighed.

"Come eat with me, Youngjae, and Yugyeom. It's not good to stay in the dark by yourself."

I snickered at him, "Obviously I have a reason to act like this," I sat up and glared at the boy, "Leave me alone." I rolled back over and faced the wall.

He sighed again clearly frustrated, "Hyung, I know you are upset. We all are. But siting in here like this won't solve anything."

I kept ignoring him. He didn't even know the half of what I was feeling.

He shifted again on the bed, then stood up, "I'll leave you here then. If you want to talk we're in the living room." His socked feet patted back to the door and he clicked it back closed when he left. I rolled onto my back staring up at the ceiling again. Absentmindedly my thoughts travelled back to Nari. Pain swelled in my chest again when her panic filled face flashed through my mind. I squeezed my eyes closed while running my hands through my hair. This really sucked.

- NARI'S POV -

I laid in my hospital bed staring at the ceiling. My heart ached with the though of JB and the others. I was ashamed of how I acted earlier, and I knew they were confused and just wanted to help. But I couldn't let Jong hurt them. I rather her beat me a thousand times over than hurt any of them. My mind flicked to what happened earlier. Seeing their confused and pained faces in my mind made my heart break.

I have to protect them, but how can I do that when I can barely protect myself? Tears pricked in my eyes, but I quickly wiped them away. I sighed and reached for my phone. I typed in my password, then clicked over to twitter. My eyes about popped out of my skull at what was on my feed.

Pictures.

Tons of pictures.

All off me and the guys.

I gulped and clicked on a link that was over one of the photos. My heart dropped at what I saw.

Breaking News: Rumored mystery girl caught with members of JYP Entertainment's Got7. As seen in the photo above a mystery girl has been spotted with different members of South Korea's popular boy group,Got7. Although JYP has not confirmed anything yet, many photos and rumors have been shared with the media about the mystery girl. Sources also have photos and video footage of said girl entering and leaving the JYP building with Got7 members JB, Jackson, and BamBam in particular. Got7 is currently under a dating ban due to their contract with JYP Entertainment. Sources say this dating ban will end in a few months time. Is this girl a secret girlfriend? This has not been confirmed, but the suspicion remains. Sources also say there are secret trainees and managers within JYP Entertainment. Could this be a new employee? No rumors have been confirmed. The main concern is what will happen to the groups image? Will fans leave the IGOT7 fandom? Questions still remain. Only time will tell. All images above have been blurred to protect the mystery girl's identity. For future information please subscribe for weekly emails.

Panic filled my chest. I knew immediately it was Jong. She said she wouldn't tell anyone if I left them alone, but she lied. Tears poured out of my eyes.

"Nari honey?" Mom walked into the room from getting us coffee. She ran over to me, "Honey what's wrong! Does it hurt somewhere?" She frantically shook her hands at me. Tears kept rolling down my face as deep sobs rocked my chest.

"Jong she... But she wasn't... I thought I..." I couldn't form a complete sentence. Mom looked at my phone in my hand and quickly looked back up at me with anger and shock in her expression. She grabbed my phone and looked over the screen. I buried my face into the pillow next to me and cried.

"Oh honey," She stroked my hair, "It'll be okay. Their image won't be ruined. If they really are your friends they will stand up and fight for you."

"It's all my fault Mom! She told me to leave them alone!" I sobbed harder and my heart surged with pain.

"Who says it's your fault?" Mom softly spoke next to me.

"Jong, Mom! She told me to leave them alone or she would make their life hell like mine is! It's all my fault! If they never had met me this wouldn't of happened!" My voice cracked and my vision blurred over with tears.

"Nari, you met them for a reason. This is not your fault. Those boys love you and I know you love them too. Don't let her hurt you anymore than she already has. We need to call the police to tell them." She wiped tears from my face.

"But what if she ruins them Mom?" Doubt filled my mind.

"She wont. If we hurry and tell the police this can all end." She pulled out her phone.

I was hesitant at first, but a image of the boys laughing and playing flashed in my mind. My heart wrenched, "But what if I loose them?"

She grabbed my hand and tears filled her eyes too, "If they really love you like I know they do, they will always come back. They will come back to you Nari, you just might have to let go first before they can." She smiled a weak smile and squeezed my hand.

I knew deep in my heart that I would have to let them leave me. Even if I didn't want to admit it, I knew Jong would force us apart. I was tired of playing by Jong's stupid rules, and most of all I was tired of always being the weak one. It was time I took a stance for once for myself. Bittersweet sadness took over, but I smiled back at Mom. I knew what she said was true, I just had to let go.