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Ya know. As of lately I've been lead to be disappointed in a lot of things when it comes to my relationships. No one is actively seeking to gain growth in between me and them. I'm always pursuing, I'm always initiating I'm always giving more into the relationships then them. And lately I decided to step down and not pursue and not initiate and not give, but I'm not getting anything. I'm just disappointed.... I do a lot for people, I'm very selfless when it comes to things asked of me. I always withhold my feelings for the well-being of those around me, but I feel like no one even cares... What if I just stopped talking for a whole day? What if I didn't send a single message, then would somebody actually understand that I feel like I'm working the hardest?
But maybe I'm just being self centered since no one acknowledges how good I've been doing. Maybe someone else is putting a whole lot more work in and I'm not noticing? Maybe they just don't have the time for me as much as I do them? Maybe I'm just being melodramatic.
I don't know....
But who cares anyways (ღ˘ω˘ღ) ffxv comes out soon I'm excited!!
