Apologize

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I apologize for the way I left it
But I'm not sorry for leaving
We were parasites sucking the life out of each other
And it was exhausting
And I was nasty
And I was mean
I dont regret a lot of what I said
But I wish I said it better
I wish I said it in a way that didn't hurt myself so horribly
Because it wasn't the letting go
It was the way I let go
I held onto a rope
And gradually slid down
Burning my hands and picking splinters out
And by the time I was ready
I had already hurt myself more than you could have ever hurt me
So I apologize for being rough
If you will even see.
But I will never apologize
For letting go

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