Broken Promises ✔

• Chapter 15 •

: Going Back :

Sasha's POV

*A few days later*

The funeral was a few days ago and it was very emotionol for me. My mother was put into this beautifully made white and gold casket that I knew suited her because she was the best mother anyone could have. Each of us dropped a hydrangea on my mother's casket even the boys did. Hydrangeas were my mother's favorite flowers, she would always have some on our garden

It was now the day we leave and go back to London. I was upset to say the least and I already packed my things. Our flight is leaving in 4 in the afternoon and it was currently noon

I was lounging on the couch just thinking to myself and not even registering someone had come into the room and sat on the other couch until they called me

"Sasha" I looked up and saw Harry sat on the other couch

"Hey Harry" I greeted him and sat up

"How are you?" He asked

"I'm fine" I answered. Ever since my the funeral, the guys kept asking how I was and honestly I was a bit tired of it

He looked around my face for any sign of any other emotion and honestly right now, I was just emotionless. He slowly nodded and continued drinking whatever he was drinking

I decided to have a nap since there was still an hour before we go. I just wondered about everything and heard Harry's footsteps go quieter as he exited the room

I kept wondering and I gradually fell asleep in a dreamless world

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You know when you're in that state where you can hear everything going on around you but your body is still asleep? Yup. That was me right now and it sounds like the boys are debating whether they should just carry me to the car

"Mate, let's just bring her to the car" said a voice who sounded much like Niall

"Yeah. You carry her" a voice sounding like Louis said

"Why me?" Niall asked

"Well you proposed the idea, you carry her" Louis said

"Fine" Niall said. I felt an arm go under my upper back and under my legs. I then felt nothing under me and I felt myself being carried

I heard a door open and it closing. I heard a car door open and me being placed in a seat which I think is the front seat, I felt the seatbelt go over me and the door in front of me close

I heard a door far away from me open and close and the ones beside me and behind me open and close as well. My body was still asleep and I decided to let it

I haven't really slept ever since the funeral. I was starting to regret that I didn't do anything to help my mother. I could've called a doctor as soon as I knew and made her be put in medication. I couldve at least had her for a little longer

I heard the engine start and the car moving. I already said goodbye to my father earlier and a lot of tears were shed

I felt the car on smooth pavement and us starting our journey North. The radio was turned up and I heard one of the boys' songs on the radio. I recognized it as Story Of My Life. The starting lyrics start and I start tearing up because it somehow reminded me of my mother