Broken Promises ✔

• Chapter 36 •

: I love yous :

Sasha's POV

So we stayed laying in bed watching the telly while eating the chocolate Niall bought. I got a text earlier from the girls saying that they were gonna go shopping so it was only me and Niall

"Mmmmm. Soo goood" I say with a mouth full of Ferrero. He grins at me and a thought enters my mind

"You know, it's surprising to know that managment hasn't called you yet. I love it and all but haven't we been seen before? Like out and about" I wonder

"I know. I'm surprised too" he answers

His phone rings and he grabs and looks at it "Speak of the devil" he says and I immediately get nervous

"Put it on speaker" I say before he answers the call. He presses the green button and the speaker button

"Niall?" The man on the phone asks

"Yes Mark?" He asks in a bored tone

"Why do I see you and another girl out at the grocery then I recieve a call from Tori's management saying you broke up with her. You haven't even finished the contract yet!" He says in a venomous tone

"Would you really let your real girlfriend get hurt by your own fake girlfriend, who you knew from the start was a bitch and was after the fame and money? Would you Mark? WOULD YOU?!" He says and yells the last part getting worked up and frustrated

I whimper and move a little bit away from Niall. He doesn't notice my actions as he is still in a heated conversation with who I suppose as his manager, Mark.

"No of course not! I would be a sick twisted bastard for me to let that happen" he says his voice sounding a little defeated

"EXACTLY! AND THAT'S WHAT I DID WITH TORI. HE HURT SASHA! AND I NEVER WANT ANYTHING TO HAPPEN TO HER BECAUSE IN FACT WE ARE DATING AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT MARK THEN YOU CAN FUCK OFF!" He says enraged. By the time he was finished I was now shaking

My past of people shouting me names were coming back and I couldn't stop them. I was physically shaking and my mouth became dry. My eyes started to water as I remembered the pieces of memories

Niall set down the phone and he turned to look at me. He panicked once he took my appearance

"Sasha? Sasha? Are you okay?" He says pulling me in to his embrace and I was now crying and shaking. My eyes were shut and I seem to have kept them like that because I felt like I couldn't open them but all I could see was the memories of people calling me fat or ugly or worthless

Tears started to flow down faster as it kept repeating over and over again

"Babe? Please open your eyes. Look at me" I could hear Niall plead but it sounded distant

I was shaking uncontrollably. I felt a touch on my shoulder and I flinched as I remembered being pulled to the ground with the same touch

The warmth left my shoulder and cupped my face instead. I screamed and shot out of the persons warmth. I remembered how that was the same cheek that had been slapped a lot of the times by countless girls