Broken Promises ✔

• Chapter 16 •

: Falling In Love :

TRIGGER WARNING!!! TRIGGER WARNING!!!

Sasha's POV

I woke up dazed and confused. I looked around the room and all the memories from yesterday or earlier coming back to me

We came back home. I had Louis over. I cut

I cut

I looked on my wrist and surely enough, I saw the bandage covered wrist

I sighed and swung my feet over the bed and stood up. I was dizzy for a couple of minutes but steadied myself. I stood up properly and went in the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and combed through my hair. I looked in the sink and saw the blade

I was so tempted. So so tempted

No one would know

I grabbed the razor and I cut two more lines on the exposed skin of my arm. I was about to cut a third line when I heard someone shouting

"SASHA! BREAKFAST" A voice said and I recognized it as Niall

My eyes widened and I quickly washed the cuts and wrapped it in bandage. I'm so thankful that I was already wearing a long sleeved shirt and there were zero stains

I walked out of the bathroom and bedroom and went downstairs. I saw Niall at the bottom of the staircase about to go up when he saw me

"Hey Sasha. I have breakfast" he said holding up two bags of McDonalds

"Where are you going to eat that?" I asked

"I was gonna bring it up to your room" he said scratching the back of his head. I nodded and motioned for him to come up with me

We went in my room and Niall placed the bags on my desk

"Hey. Can I use the bathroom?" He pointed to the bathroom. I nodded and he was walking to it when I remembered. The razor

Shit! I forgot to put it away. I was gonna tell Niall to go to the oher bathroom and make up a lame excuse but he was already inside looking at my sink with drops of blood

"Sasha?" He said weakly

"Yes?" I said in a low voice knowing he saw what I did to myself

He got out of the bathroom and walked over to me

"Why?" He asked sniffling

"I-I just-" I couldn't form a proper sentence. He looked up at me with those tear filled blue eyes. His nose was red from the crying and his lip quivered trying to hold back tears

"C-Can I s-see?" He asked between sniffles. I pulled my sleeve slowly and he looked at the bandages for a second until he unwraveled all the bandages amd saw the cuts that I made

I never knew how much this could affect him and now it got me thinking. If this is how Niall would react, what about the other boys?