pretty u » jeongcheol

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Jeonghan's POV:

"So.... what's your answer...?" She coaxes the male for an answer. She was impatient since this isn't the first time Jeonghan has avoided the female.

"Answer? Oh uh..." Jeonghan was thinking of all the ways to respond without hurting her feelings. He did not want drama in his life, not right now at least.

Growing far more impatient the girl reached out and clutched his hands within her own. The female pouted and addressed Jeonghan, "As I said before... I'll say it again, I.. I love you." The girl blushed as she said this and tilted down her face so he couldn't see her eyes.

"I, uh... Well I think you're very pretty bu-"

"So, you think I'm beautiful! All the more reason to date!!" Letting go of Jeonghan's hands she proceeded to sweep off the dust on Jeonghan's coat as she peered into his eyes again. She was obviously very pleased with the response half-way given to her. 

"You're very handsome yourself and I think we would make a wonderful couple!! Plus a lot of guys come after me just as a bunch of girls come for you so... I think this will be great for the both of us!" She grinned as Jeonghan frowned opening his mouth as if to say something but nothing, it seems, comes out of his mouth.

Jeonghan sighed. As if not regarding the obvious unhappiness coming from Jeonghan, the girl reached for his hands again and held them tightly, "Many people that ask me get rejected so I'll give you the honor to be my boyfriend. From here on out we are officially dating!" She smiled, and reached her arms out for a hug.

He didn't know what to do at that moment. He had to declare that he didn't have the same feelings for her but she just made if harder for him to say that. He felt kinda bad. No, not kinda bad he felt terrible. He couldn't return her feelings. Involuntarily he held out his arms and hugged her tightly. Not because he liked her but because he felt so much regret. 

Jeonghan begins making his way to a park to think. To just let out all that just happened recently out. It might've seemed ver weak of him to do so but.. It was all that was running through his mind, as if on replay.

What if Seungcheol finds out? 

No, no that couldn't happen, Seungcheol would... would hate me I... I don't think I could live without him. He is such a big piece in my life I couldn't bare the thought of Seungcheol leaving me. 

At this point Jeonghan had already found a bench to lie on and just consider all the possibilities of Seungcheol abandoning. He could feel his heart sink into his chest a little bit more. His hand rested on his forehead as he glommed and sulked all by himself. 

"God I suck..." He grit his teeth in anger and striked his own forehead with his already balled fist. 

What will I do then? I don't like this girl but he was forced into it.  

"Seungcheol I need you...!" Jeonghan trembled as he lie there, now sobbing.

Jeonghan felt like a small child crying to himself and he couldn't stand it. He hated it but how else could he let out his stress? He hated telling other people because it would hurt them as well and he didn't want that. As he silently called for help, knowing no one would come to his rescue, he began realizing why he felt so atrocious.

"I think... I think I love you Seungcheol."

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HOLA SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG 

ill be out with the next chapter soon :)))

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